Post by hayley on Jul 3, 2015 3:03:35 GMT -5
Hellooooooo confeshy! It is another lively night in the Big Brother House and I just thought I would sit my lil self down and fill you in on my life <3
First off, sigh, last round did not go so well! I voted for Nick and of course I was the only one and my Brittany left! Brittany was the person that, at the time, I was the closest to in the house and, let's face it, the game! It's so depressing still to know that she's gone but ugh the game must progress.
And I had two options from that point. I could sit and whine and give up OR I can be the pucky Aussie gurl that I am and start my game anew. And that's exactly what I'm starting to do. I've decided that the best way to get through this game is to just build some really good relationships that can help me!
Now, this isn't to say that I DON'T have any good relationships. I think there are a few people that I really click with. Memphis is someone I really trust and like along with Mike. I also really love Boog. Boog is so sweet and I really want to work with her! BUT I need to get some more relationships going!
The first person I really wanted to touch base with was Heaven. I had talked to Ryan (who is dangerously charming btw! I love him!) a little bit about her the previous round and he told me she was feeling really down about the game because she felt like everyone was after her. And I sent her a PM to cheer her up and tell her that I know things are gonna turn around and she has a friend and ally still in me. This... really wasn't SO much strategy. It was more because I love Heaven. She is someone I just click with and love so much and I don't even know why but we just get each other. and I feel awful that she isn't having fun in this game. So she sent me back a nice PM and I think we got something rekindled again! Hopefully the old Hayley/Heaven team can roar back into the game and take on the world <3
I also wanted to start making some connections with other people in the house or at least make them stronger. I spent a some time improving a little my relationships with Rachelle and Neda who I really like. And I also wanted to improve my relationships with some of the people that I don't have THAT big of connections with. I spent some time today talking to Christine who I really love. She's so sweet! And I talked to Heather today and our relationship I think is progressing! I don't feel as intimidated by her anymore anyway! And I'm currently trying to socialize with Candice who seems really nice! I don't think I've given her a chance before.
There are still some people that I've been trying to build a connection with that have just fallen flat. I've found Ika kind of hard to talk to and Shilpa as well. And..... Ash I tried talking to again but he just flat out stops responding to me. And Brian I just DON'T have the energy to wade through his bullshit so I'm not gonna bother!
We also had the HoH this round and it was the voices one. Now, one advantage I have over the other houseguests is I actually WATCH BBUK and BBAU and know a lot of their voices! I was able to pick out the Aussie ones right away and same with all the BBUK ones. The BBUS ones I had to research them on youtube. And I did the challenge and I was surprising myself because I could identify a lot of them! THe BBCAN was especially easy because you heard the BBCAN conspiring music in the background a lot LOL.
SO I started watching the results come out with everyone and then started freaking out because I got such a high score! OMG I felt so excited! I was going to win something for ONCE in this game and feel in power! UGH..... but in the last post I lost to Ryan on TIME. It always comes down to time with me. Why can't I ever be fast? It's a travesty because I would be a very lovely HoH if I do say so myself! I feel down but not defeated because ONE DAY I will win something in this game and it will be the best feeling in the world!
Anyway, there are FOUR HoHs this round! They are Heaven, Rachelle, Ryan, and Sofia. I actually feel really comfortable with those peeps! The only one I don't have a good relationship with is Sofia and it's more that we just haven't talked a lot! And I feel like she has bigger fish to fry than me So I feel good! There's also a button twist that will give the winner... something. I was thinking about pressing it tomorrow until Heather popped the idea into my head that perhaps the winner of the button this round will be eliminated from the game -_- and now that has freaked me out so NO BUTTON FOR HAYLEY.
I'm excited to see what this round has in store for us and I'm ready to finally turn this game around for myself! The last two rounds haven't gone that good but this is my eppy, I know it!
First off, sigh, last round did not go so well! I voted for Nick and of course I was the only one and my Brittany left! Brittany was the person that, at the time, I was the closest to in the house and, let's face it, the game! It's so depressing still to know that she's gone but ugh the game must progress.
And I had two options from that point. I could sit and whine and give up OR I can be the pucky Aussie gurl that I am and start my game anew. And that's exactly what I'm starting to do. I've decided that the best way to get through this game is to just build some really good relationships that can help me!
Now, this isn't to say that I DON'T have any good relationships. I think there are a few people that I really click with. Memphis is someone I really trust and like along with Mike. I also really love Boog. Boog is so sweet and I really want to work with her! BUT I need to get some more relationships going!
The first person I really wanted to touch base with was Heaven. I had talked to Ryan (who is dangerously charming btw! I love him!) a little bit about her the previous round and he told me she was feeling really down about the game because she felt like everyone was after her. And I sent her a PM to cheer her up and tell her that I know things are gonna turn around and she has a friend and ally still in me. This... really wasn't SO much strategy. It was more because I love Heaven. She is someone I just click with and love so much and I don't even know why but we just get each other. and I feel awful that she isn't having fun in this game. So she sent me back a nice PM and I think we got something rekindled again! Hopefully the old Hayley/Heaven team can roar back into the game and take on the world <3
I also wanted to start making some connections with other people in the house or at least make them stronger. I spent a some time improving a little my relationships with Rachelle and Neda who I really like. And I also wanted to improve my relationships with some of the people that I don't have THAT big of connections with. I spent some time today talking to Christine who I really love. She's so sweet! And I talked to Heather today and our relationship I think is progressing! I don't feel as intimidated by her anymore anyway! And I'm currently trying to socialize with Candice who seems really nice! I don't think I've given her a chance before.
There are still some people that I've been trying to build a connection with that have just fallen flat. I've found Ika kind of hard to talk to and Shilpa as well. And..... Ash I tried talking to again but he just flat out stops responding to me. And Brian I just DON'T have the energy to wade through his bullshit so I'm not gonna bother!
We also had the HoH this round and it was the voices one. Now, one advantage I have over the other houseguests is I actually WATCH BBUK and BBAU and know a lot of their voices! I was able to pick out the Aussie ones right away and same with all the BBUK ones. The BBUS ones I had to research them on youtube. And I did the challenge and I was surprising myself because I could identify a lot of them! THe BBCAN was especially easy because you heard the BBCAN conspiring music in the background a lot LOL.
SO I started watching the results come out with everyone and then started freaking out because I got such a high score! OMG I felt so excited! I was going to win something for ONCE in this game and feel in power! UGH..... but in the last post I lost to Ryan on TIME. It always comes down to time with me. Why can't I ever be fast? It's a travesty because I would be a very lovely HoH if I do say so myself! I feel down but not defeated because ONE DAY I will win something in this game and it will be the best feeling in the world!
Anyway, there are FOUR HoHs this round! They are Heaven, Rachelle, Ryan, and Sofia. I actually feel really comfortable with those peeps! The only one I don't have a good relationship with is Sofia and it's more that we just haven't talked a lot! And I feel like she has bigger fish to fry than me So I feel good! There's also a button twist that will give the winner... something. I was thinking about pressing it tomorrow until Heather popped the idea into my head that perhaps the winner of the button this round will be eliminated from the game -_- and now that has freaked me out so NO BUTTON FOR HAYLEY.
I'm excited to see what this round has in store for us and I'm ready to finally turn this game around for myself! The last two rounds haven't gone that good but this is my eppy, I know it!