Round #10 - Radar

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So Heaven is on the block with Sofia and I. I'm honestly not sure if this is good or bad for me. If nominations (somehow) stay the same, I know I'll have Candice & Neda and would just need 1 more vote to secure my safety. Keith told me he had a deal with Sofia that if she kept him off the block, he would vote to save her if she were on the block. Heather and Zach may push for Heaven to stay (along with a save from Ryan) so that means 3 votes for her to stay, she is safe. That leaves me to get Brian and Matt to save me. I think??? Matt would keep me to get out a big threat but honestly at the same time I'd expect him to be stupid and save someone else and wind me getting evicted.

If I'm somehow evicted this week I am going to be so pissed at Nick and I'm normally not a bitter jury member but there would be no way in hell he would get my vote at the end if I left this week. You can expect a nice colourful eviction speech from yours truly if I leave this week.

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Hi yes I'm available to do the pov whenever someone is free to do it with me
Kat
Shir
Skye Wheatley
Colby

xoox

[Shir]

I'm at school. Sorry. I'm sure someone will be available soon.

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oops sorry Skye Wheatley i was slow at seeing your message

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ugh I'm happy for Sofia winning cuz I love when the enemies HOH flops but ugh I have such a shitty feeling that I'm the one that's going to get screwed over and sent out the door ://

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Neda is driving me nuts. She made a house meeting video and wants to post it. DOES SHE WANT ME TO GET EVICTED?? like fuck that is the worst thing you could do right now. And if she posts it before the renom she could get nominated and then evicted. Fuck if she is the reason I get evicted I'm going to be so fucking pissed.

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So Keith is nominated??? Not really sure why or how that happened. I don't know who the target is this round but people seem to be avoiding my messages like I have the plague so that's not a good feeling. Nick was suppose to skype with me when he got off of work but he has ignored my IM message (sent over an hour ago) and has ignored my skype message so I'm like 80% (& growing) sure I'm the target this week.

I need to find out if Heather and Zach are going to keep Heaven or Keith because I can try and persuade Sofia in keeping me over Heaven if she already has 3 votes to save.

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Enjoy my conversation with Matt in attempt to gain his vote to stay. According to him, I will have it but I am writing my eviction speech as I post this because lord knows he will just evict me anyways. 

Boog Roe (21:04:51): Hey

Matt Hoffman (21:04:02): Hey, what's up?

Matt Hoffman (21:04:02): Hey, what's up?

Boog Roe (21:05:53): Oh nothing much, just enjoying the block lol

Boog Roe (21:10:03): I wanted to talk with you about the vote if that's ok

Matt Hoffman (21:12:54): Lmao, it sucks D:

Matt Hoffman (21:13:01): Yeah yeah of course

Matt Hoffman (21:13:04): Yeah yeah of course

Boog Roe (21:15:18): I don't know what you're thinking yet or planning to do but I'd really appreciate if you voted to save me this round

Matt Hoffman (21:17:51): I don't think I will, I mean. Nothing against you personally, I just have to look at the votes and my game

Boog Roe (21:21:10): Okay. I really think that's not a smart decision for you to not keep me. We are a lot alike in this game, where we don't really have any control over what happens in the game. We are the underdogs, we are lined up to just get picked off one by one until the core goes to the end together

Matt Hoffman (21:19:32): I'm not locked in my decision or anything, but I'm sorry :/ I don't like voting to evict people

Matt Hoffman (21:20:28): I mean I get that, but you have Neda and candice

Boog Roe (21:22:10): I'm not sure what alliances you have but I'm like 99% sure you're just expendable to the people who have been in power this entire game, whether it be because they won HOH or they have controlled what has happened behind the scenes

Matt Hoffman (21:20:42): That's scary, a lot of people aren't happy with that, you know?

Boog Roe (21:22:58): you dont think heather/nick/zach or sofia/heaven or heaven/zach or ryan/heather or keith is in the mix with heather and zach is scarier?

Boog Roe (21:23:35): I mean ya sure vote to evict me but that's just getting rid of someone who is a) a target before you and b) someone who has been fighting to stay alive this entire game

Boog Roe (21:23:48): These people have played numerous games together, been friends for years

Boog Roe (21:24:01): this is my 2nd alias org and like 3rd overall

Boog Roe (21:24:08): the first alias org being RNF10

Boog Roe (21:24:58): I don't have connections. These people do. and if you want to hitch your wagon on to them and ride it out until they don't need you anymore, that's cool

Boog Roe (21:25:12): but that doesn't really get you far?

Matt Hoffman (21:23:38): This is my second overall, but your entire group voted to evict me.

Boog Roe (21:25:34): it might get you a 7th or 8th place finish with nothing to show for it

Boog Roe (21:25:50): the game changes, mike was going after the same people I was, he saw what was happening

Boog Roe (21:26:56): candice and neda are weak af like look how much they have won. candice won a BOTB and neda shit all

Boog Roe (21:27:16): but they are going to fight every step of the way and make a name for themselves

Matt Hoffman (21:26:02): And I'm not?

Boog Roe (21:27:44): I am going to do that too. I'd rather go out in a spot where I'm trying to play the game and not just playing it safe

Boog Roe (21:28:05): I mean if you go with what Zach/Heather/Nick wants, then you aren't tbh

Boog Roe (21:28:22): You may not see it now but that's how the game is going

Boog Roe (21:29:40): If you look at the evictions in this game recently, they got their way every round (minus memphis who was with them)

Matt Hoffman (21:28:09): I'm not going off of what anyone wants, I look at my game week to week and play for myself. I'm open to discussion about it all I mean, I'm not trying to shut you down

Boog Roe (21:30:13): Heather wanted Mike gone, Mike left. Heather wanted Rachelle and Hayley gone, they left. Zach wanted Christine and Ash gone, they left.

Boog Roe (21:30:47): I get you want to play week to week but longterm what happens?

Boog Roe (21:30:54): Lets say I go, Candice and Neda follow

Boog Roe (21:30:58): then what?

Boog Roe (21:31:15): Heaven/Ryan win HOH and who do they target?

Boog Roe (21:31:26): Not heather, ryan and heather are close

Boog Roe (21:31:31): not zach, heaven and zach are close

Boog Roe (21:31:40): not nick, nick saved them

Boog Roe (21:31:49): not sofia, that's a number for them

Boog Roe (21:32:27): that would leave you brian and keith. Keith has really good connections with the people safe, he is gonna stay

Matt Hoffman (21:30:55): Honestly? I want heaven gone

Boog Roe (21:32:41): so it's between you and Brian

Boog Roe (21:33:01): The thing is, I would love that to happen but it's not going to happen this round

Boog Roe (21:33:09): Zach will save heaven and so will Ryan and Sofia

Boog Roe (21:33:13): thats 3 and that's enough

Matt Hoffman (21:31:52): The house is against you though, even if you get me, is that enough?

Boog Roe (21:33:38): yes

Boog Roe (21:33:47): Candice, Neda, u

Boog Roe (21:33:50): 3 is enough

Boog Roe (21:34:01): and you wouldn't even be painting a target on yourself

Boog Roe (21:34:13): they are still going to go after me candice and neda before you

Boog Roe (21:34:21): and even sofia before you

Boog Roe (21:34:51): it's either you cut a number for them, being keith. Keith is great but he has Heather's best interest at heart

Boog Roe (21:35:06): or you cut me and just move yourself one spot more to being next

Boog Roe (21:36:20): I'd much rather go far in this game with relations I've made than to go off of pregame ones and having known and been friends with people for YEARS

Boog Roe (21:36:51): You save me and I am enternally grateful to you, literally would never see the block if I ever got HOH

Boog Roe (21:37:01): probably wouldn't see the block if candice or neda got HOH either

Matt Hoffman (21:40:02): Sorry my phone died

Matt Hoffman (21:40:08): Sorry my phone died

Boog Roe (21:41:54): it's okay

Boog Roe (21:42:01): did my messages send still?

Matt Hoffman (21:41:18): Yeah I got them

Matt Hoffman (21:41:40): Here's where my head is at

Boog Roe (21:45:42): ok shoot

Matt Hoffman (21:44:32): If I did that, I'd put a small target on my back, which is scary, because my convos revolve around movies and talking about people's day instead of talking game

Boog Roe (21:47:32): Isn't that scary enough not talking game with people? How do you know where you stand with them or where their heads are at?

Matt Hoffman (21:47:32): Most people here when it comes to game, they just talk at me and try to get info out of me

Matt Hoffman (21:48:11): I don't want to have to do that to people, if that makes any sense lmao

Boog Roe (21:50:34): It does, it just seems like that's really just a safe way to play the game and really won't build up any sort of resume if you make it to the finals

Boog Roe (21:50:58): This game, at least to me, is about taking risks and I'm a risk. A good risk with minimal backlash

Matt Hoffman (21:49:24): Exactly. I want to get to the finals

Boog Roe (21:51:42): The way you are playing won't get you to finals. I'm not trying to sound mean or anything, it's just the truth

Boog Roe (21:52:08): People won't want to take someone who doesn't talk game with them because they won't know where they stand

Boog Roe (21:52:52): they are going to want someone who they know can help them get to the finals, even if they aren't the easier win

Matt Hoffman (21:52:00): Sorry my phone died

Boog Roe (21:53:48): 100% zach heather nick will go f3 together, and in an ideal world keith would be 4th for them. Heaven and Ryan would go to the finals together and in an ideal world for them, Zach and HEather would be their final 4

Boog Roe (21:54:29): I'm not sure if you know that Zach and Nick both host alias games

Matt Hoffman (21:53:04): Yeah yeah, I know

Boog Roe (21:55:07): and you know that they've pretty much all played each others games (maaaaybe minus Ryan idk about him)

Matt Hoffman (21:59:38): You don't have to pitch yourself to me lol, just talk lol. If I take your side on this, what's in it for me lol. Like, I want this move to get me as close to the end as realistically possible

Boog Roe (22:05:04): I feel like I do. You have complete safety on my part and I will get candice and neda to give you safety too, i know they will but I don't want to speak for them now as they are their own thinking people. You get something to add to your resume, a move you made by yourself and going against what people want, who have controlled everything in this game. That's respect soo much. You keep a target. I will be a target for them, they won't even conisder going after you while I'm here. That buys you more rounds in this game

Boog Roe (22:05:26): I will vote to save you if you're ever on the block regardless of who you're sitting against

Boog Roe (22:05:53): that's something I don't think they can promise you. if you're ever beside heather or zach or nick come eviction, you're out

Boog Roe (22:06:03): if you're ever beside me in an eviction, you're safe

Boog Roe (22:06:19): hell if you're ever beside candice or neda too, you're safe

Boog Roe (22:08:27): Can I ask you something?

Matt Hoffman (22:10:52): I'm feeling on board tbh

Boog Roe (22:13:19): Really? You're not giving me false hope to shut me up are you? lol

Matt Hoffman (22:16:16): I'm not saying yes lol, I'm just saying that I do agree with your philosophy and I like you three, even if we don't talk much lmao

Matt Hoffman (22:16:22): And sure, what's your question

Boog Roe (22:18:48): I was gonna ask if you were considering it or if I was just trying for nothing lol but good to hear you are considering it

Matt Hoffman (22:20:22): Oh xD haha

Boog Roe (22:23:21): Do you have any questions for me that could influence what you want to do? I'm an open book

Boog Roe (22:36:20): anything at all? lol

Matt Hoffman (22:42:23): Phone died again lmao

Matt Hoffman (22:42:29): It won't charge for anything

Boog Roe (22:44:16): lmao charge your damn phone!

Matt Hoffman (22:44:17): It keeps disconnecting from the charger! Lol

Boog Roe (22:46:07): Ghetto af lmao

Matt Hoffman (22:44:35): Mhmm fo sho

Matt Hoffman (22:44:47): I'm in

Matt Hoffman (22:45:17): I wanna keep this quiet though, I think

Boog Roe (22:47:12): I will not say a word

Boog Roe (22:47:39): Can I lowkey tell candice and neda? just so they know to save me so I stay?

Matt Hoffman (22:46:12): Absolutely

Boog Roe (22:48:22): So you're like 100% down? I'm not going to be surprised when results go up? lol

Matt Hoffman (22:47:12): Unless someone else switches their vote, not surprised at all

Boog Roe (22:49:23): Omg thank you so much. I owe you my life in this game, you're golden to me and I will do everything in my power to keep you in this game

Matt Hoffman (22:49:02): Awesome! I'll do the same. So would heaven or Boog go home do you think?

Boog Roe (22:51:05): you mean keith? lol

Matt Hoffman (22:53:03): Keith yes! I'm drinking lol

Boog Roe (22:55:24): haha well hopefully sober you remembers who to save And I'm not sure, it could go either way depending on who Heather and Zach will save

Matt Hoffman (22:56:25): nah I was sober during that lol. if anything, I'm celebrating b/c that's +1 for the underdogs

Boog Roe (22:58:19): hell ya! #teamunderdogs af

Matt Hoffman (22:56:58): #teamunderdogs lmao

Boog Roe (22:58:58): possible alliance name??? it has a nice ring to it

Matt Hoffman (22:58:19): I'm down for that! Haha

Boog Roe (23:02:14): perfect

[boog]

I may have exaggerated some things but no way in hell am I going down without a fight

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I know this is a Britney game but this is my pump up song right now. 

[krystal]

Then you should use this one to stick with the Britney theme

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I kinda feel like Katniss trying to start the revolution of the underdogs but Brian is a hard case to crack

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My conversation with Brian trying to get his vote 

hartattackbb (00:38:50): 

hey

Boog Roe (00:40:38): hey

hartattackbb (00:41:38): 

how's it been coming along?

Boog Roe (00:43:37): meh lol im not really sure

hartattackbb (00:42:35): 

nobody been talking huh

Boog Roe (00:46:10): not really and some answers I get are like just "well im not really sure how i wanna vote" kinda stuff.

Boog Roe (00:46:18): Have you given any more thought about your vote?

hartattackbb (00:47:25): 

a bit. I'm probably going to sleep on my decision to be sure since however I decide to vote won't matter if I'm the only one

Boog Roe (00:50:24): It could matter to me, it could be the vote that saves me in this game. I know saving me is going against the grain but sometimes you have to go against the grain to make a name for yourself in this game and take that risk

hartattackbb (00:50:13): 

yeah, I know. it's always a bit intimidating though

Boog Roe (00:52:27): yeah I know. Maybe it's just me but I like to be a risk taker. It makes me feel like what I do actually matters in this game

Boog Roe (00:53:06): especially when I have trouble winning stuff, I can do what I want and shift a vote to benefit me by taking that risk and not just doing what the HOH wants

hartattackbb (00:55:45): 

right I don't like to be scared on stuff

Boog Roe (00:58:14): can i ask you a question?

hartattackbb (00:58:45): 

of course

Boog Roe (01:01:56): the evictions so far this game, regardless of if you were on the block/HOH, how many did those turn out how you wanted. And like I say how you wanted, like before anyone campaigned to you or anything. You see the final noms and you probably have a preference of who you'd rather see go, how many times did the person you want to go, actually go.

hartattackbb (01:01:07): 

evictions I was part of only?

hartattackbb (01:01:16): 

or including ones I had nothing to do with

Boog Roe (01:03:25): lets go with the ones you were apart of, it was kind of hard to control ones when you werent in that house

Boog Roe (01:03:58): and it doesnt mean u evicted the person u wanted to go bcz i know there have been times myself where i felt the pressure to evict someone i wanted to stay

hartattackbb (01:02:29): 

7ish, I'd say

Boog Roe (01:05:37): Did you ever feel pressure by the house or by certain people that made an eviction go the way you didn't want it to go?

hartattackbb (01:04:50): 

of course, we all feel presured sometimes to let things go ways we don't want it to

Boog Roe (01:07:47): yeah exactly. I don't like that about this game. Take when Christine left, I really enjoyed her a lot in this game but there was sooo much pressure to evict her by the HOH that round, it wasn't enjoyable.

hartattackbb (01:11:33): 

i think it's like it at lot more with BB games

Boog Roe (01:13:16): basically what im trying to say is that it always seems to be the same group of people putting the pressure on people do vote a certain way and I'm tired of it. I know those same people are probably or will probably put pressure to make sure I get evicted this round but there comes a time when you just got to say enough is enough and see that it's not beneficial to your game to give into that pressure and do what they want

hartattackbb (01:12:36): 

I know, eventually the person who gets the pressure put on to go winds up being you

Boog Roe (01:15:47): yeah. those people who put the pressure, they are running the game and only those people who put pressure. they are gonna stick together and just pick us off one by one because they dont need us after they got their use out of us

Boog Roe (01:16:02): which is why I think we need to stick together and not back down

hartattackbb (01:16:30): 

believe me, i know that

Boog Roe (01:23:22): Okay good to hear. I know you want to sleep on your vote, I hope you do vote to save me. I know it's a risk but something you just gotta take that risk and I really think this is a risk you should take

Boog Roe (01:23:37): if the roles were reversed, I would definitely be taking the risk on you

hartattackbb (01:28:33): 

this round's going to open up a can of worms regardless lol

Boog Roe (01:31:35): probably lol just think, if I stay that's another target before you ever become a target. whereas keith and heaven are numbers for them and they'd probably target you before them

hartattackbb (01:39:49): 

I know, I know.

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Oops I forgot a part of the Brian convo. This was first

Boog Roe (20:22:18): hey

hartattackbb (20:24:38): 

so replacement's up

Boog Roe (20:27:53): yea. i'm not sure how this round is going to go, people seem to ignore my messages so that's never a good sign

hartattackbb (20:27:17): 

it's like being on the block = having the plague

Boog Roe (20:29:08): yeah thats exactly what it feels like

hartattackbb (20:28:36): 

it's...not fun

Boog Roe (20:30:27): definitely not

Boog Roe (20:30:48): and now I have to find people to vote to save me which isn't always a super fun task

hartattackbb (20:32:19): 

yeahhh...

hartattackbb (20:32:25): 

who've yout tried?

Boog Roe (20:34:20): you're my first

hartattackbb (20:35:04): 

awww

hartattackbb (20:35:39): 

I still feel like what I said earlier was true

Boog Roe (20:48:03): sorry i got distracted

Boog Roe (20:51:05): I would really appreciate your vote to save, i know it's early but I think I can really benefit your game, I'm not a threat to you at all

Boog Roe (20:51:21): and I promise you that if I got HOH, you're totally safe

hartattackbb (20:50:39): 

I know you're not. I can't promise you anything right this second though because I don't fully know how the votes will go.

hartattackbb (20:52:54): 

I don't want to make some game-ending mistake by not taking the time to think about it. I'm not trying to lead you on, I just legitimately have to do some heavy thinking on the vote and if I'm leaning a bit more one way or another, I'll let you know

hartattackbb (20:53:48): 

like, I'm not attempting to be a dick, or trying to brush you off, or just being "yeah yeah" and trying to give a nothing answer. This is just how I have to approach it because every decision from here on out is an important one

Boog Roe (21:04:41): Yeah I understand that. Honestly, I don't think you're a threat to anyone and any game decision you make would be a game changing one on your part. There are people in this game who have been in control both infront of and behind the scenes whereas I'm the underdog in this situation. People root for the underdog and in some ways you're an underdog too. I'm not sure if you have some alliance going but my guess is that you aren't a priority to that alliance, I could be wrong about that but I truly don't think I am. There are people in this game who have been friends for years, played other games together and talk on skype like literally all the time. This is my second alias org, I knew a total of 4 people coming into this game, two of them from my season and two of them friends. The two from my season definitely had/have people that are more of a priority to them than they were to me so really I only knew 2 people, which were Christopher and Christine. Chris was a hot mess and left early because he is just terrible lol Christine was smart and was taken out for being a threat to some peoples games but not yours. I don't want you to be making moves that really don't benefit you and really just benefit others. I appreciate you taking the time to think this over, I feel like I'm the best choice for you because I'm in a similar situation to you, I don't know if you realize that, but we are. Us underdogs have to stick together or else we get picked off one by one

hartattackbb (21:05:06): 

I know what you mean, and believe me, that stuff goes through my mind too. I mean yeah, I came into this knowing people, and had to deal with losing peopel I knew early

hartattackbb (21:05:20): 

but I'm heading out for a bit, so I'll ttyl okay?

Boog Roe (21:07:05): Okay sounds good

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I actually think I got Matt's vote unless he is giving me like a ridiculous amount of false hope, which I will be even more pissed off about rather than him just telling me he isn't saving me. Ah if this works out, it's going to be such an amazing blindside and a HUGE fuck you to Nick. HAaaaaaa