Week 11 - Diary Room

[heather]

8/12/2015

Matt is a fucking rat bastard.  I knew it in Season 8 and I'm not sure why I didn't know better here; a zebra doesn't change its stripes.  It's not the fact that he voted to save Boog either that pisses me off... it's all of the needless lying!  I mean what the hell?  Why lull us into a false sense of security for NO reason.  There was nothing that we could hae done to change things.  I bet he doesn't even have a sick friend in real life!  He's so fucking full of shit.  I can't stand him.

[heather]

8/12/2015

A Heather, Heaven, Ryan and Zach foursome is currently forming.  Get ready.

[heather]

(Also off topic but I am drunk RN and I am feeling really hurt by the lack of PW love in here lately.  I know that y'all show love to other people so don't play.)

archer Colby David Lane Kat kevin krystal pyramidhead Skye Wheatley Shir

[heather]

8/12/2015

So let me try and explain what exactly transpired during the hours leading up to eviction.  Before the replacement was even named, Matt was acting like he wanted Boog to go home.  As far as votes went, the question mark for Zach and me was always Brian.  Brian wanted Heaven to go over Boog and was trying to strong arm Zach in order to make that happen.  Matt meanwhile was on the sidelines pretending to be the mitigator between us three.

Matt, Zach and I spent upwards of two hours before eviction, slowly working on Brian to make sure that he saved Keith... come to find out though, it was all a setup!  Matt was keeping Boog the entire time and lied to us all for no reason.  He was instrumental in convincing Brian to vote the way that we wanted him to, even more so than Zach or myself, but in the end it was all for nothing because he was gonna screw us anyway.  I don't get it.  It was not only cruel but sloppy gameplay and it benefitted him in no way, shape or form whatsoever.  All it did was piss four people off!  There was nothing that Zach or I could have done to change the outcome of this vote.  He didn't have to convince Brian to do something futile... it's infuriating.

[krystal]

I didn't post in here because your entries looked too pretty.

[David Lane]

Ily Mrs. Lane

[heather]

8/12/2015

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Aug 12, 2015 20:21:40 GMT -5 Ryan Ginns said:

A lot of shit happened to me today and I'll explain it to you tomorrow but coming on and seeing that Boog stayed just made the day ten times worse lmfao. What the hell happened?

Zach sent me a message about making a deal with him, you, me and Heaven and I'm way down. I don't trust many other people aside from Nick. The coven all tried to get me out and I want one of us to get HOH so we can stick two of them up so one goes!

Aug 12, 2015 20:31:13 GMT -5 heather said:

I'm seriously so upset lmao.  Matt approached Zach and I because he said he had no allies and wanted to find people that he could trust.  I should have known better after Season 8 but I figured he had no reason to lie about something like that... before Nick even named Keith as the replacement, Matt brought up to us that he wanted Boog to go because she was a 'Coven' and because she evicted him over Mike... the kicker is that Brian was really on the fence about taking out Boog, and Matt even helped us campaign to Brian for his vote to save Keith (so it would be 3-3-2 for Boog to go) and it was all a setup!  He saved Boog and blindsided us.  I tried to give Matt a chance because I felt bad for the guy but like I said, I should have known better.  I've always had his number pegged since the early days of Season 8. I've honestly never felt so blindsided in a game Ryan it was all so unnecessary.  I want nothing more than for you, me, Heaven, Nick and Zach to be a thing.  The tricky thing is that Sofia is gunning hardcore for Nick so I'd like to protect him but it's precarious because if Sofia wins HOH she will do whatever the hell she wants.  I'm not sure she won't slap Nick and me on the block if she does.

I'm so sorry that your day has been crummy.  Looking forward to catching up with you tomorrow.  I honestly don't know what I'd do without y'all in this game.  I hate everyone else lmao.

Okay, okay hate is a strong word but I'm fed up!

[pyramidhead]

Aug 12, 2015 18:14:27 GMT -5 heather said:

(Also off topic but I am drunk RN and I am feeling really hurt by the lack of PW love in here lately.  I know that y'all show love to other people so don't play.)

archer Colby David Lane Kat kevin krystal pyramidhead Skye Wheatley Shir

why are you crtying. You're the one who takes 2 days to respond to my text messages. Suck it.

[heather]

8/12/2015

The thought just crossed my mind as I was talking to Zach but what if it's #SurvivorWeek?  Wishful thinking but... PLEASE?

[heather]

8/13/2015

Today an alliance was formed between Heaven, Ryan, Zach and me.  We're calling ourselves 'Four of a Kind' and if a fifth person (Nick) gets added in, then we'll become 'Royal Flush.'  I'm excited!  All of this is a little premature and could come crashing down when we find out who the new Head of Household is, but for now I'm content.  Those four are the only people I can stand in this game right now.


... of a Kind!

[heather]

8/13/2015

WELL THAT SUCKED.

[heather]

(I'm such a fucking loser. I'm literally bawling my eyes out in some truck stop parking lot on my way home to Illinois for my stepmom's 50th birthday party... I feel so screwed. I have no time for this shit right now.  I start law school on Monday and I was really hoping for one last stress free weekend at home with my family before diving in to all of that but nope.  I've put so much into this game and I'm not ready for it to end.)

[heather]

8/14/2015

Okay so meltdown over... I apologize to y'all for being such a mess and I want to clarify that it's not so much being nominated that upsets me; I've been nominated plenty of times in the past and typically I can take it (I'm actually a stable person I promise.)  I just can't help but feel like Boog's decision this week was completely rooted in idiocy and shortsighted vengeance... and that my friends is frustrating as fuck!

I know that a botched attempt to evict somebody in this game is a big freaking deal, but for the life of me I'm not sure what Boog's master plan is going forward.  I know that she cut temporary deals with Heaven and Ryan (they both told me,) but down the stretch I don't understand how Boog thinks that she isn't screwed.  I can actually see it all happening very clearly... Heaven will win the next Head of Household Competition with her HOH Advantage prize, and she'll nominate Candice and Neda.  One of those two will go home and then after that Sofia will probably win the following HOH.  Somebody else will go at the Final Nine but then, the week after that, Heaven will probably come back into power, and at that point, Boog is gonna be screwed (the irony of Boog talking about karma in her nomination speech was not lost on me.)

Neda is actually super pissed over everything I think, and I don't blame her.  She knows that Boog is basically shooting 'The Coven' in the foot.  If I were in Candice or Neda's position, I'd feel completely left out to dry.  Heaven and Ryan both told me that they explicitly told Boog that they'd gun for Candice and Neda next week and not her.  What a great fucking ally that is right there!  Boog Roe for 'Ally of the Year!'  Poor Neda (I can't believe I'm actually saying that.)  I'd love to say that I also feel sorry for Candice but I honestly don't; she's too dumb to realize how screwed she is.

The cherry on top of everything is that Sofia (of course) ended up having the highest unique bid on Veto.  Nominations are 99% likely to stick now and while everyone is assuring me that I'm staying this week, who the hell really knows for sure.  Nick is very persuasive and if he has Zach (who I believe he has an F2 with) campaigning for him too... well then fuck.  I'm no pushover but I'm gonna have to put in a lot of work over the next day or so if I want to make sure that nothing shifts.

[heather]

8/16/2015

I have a bad feeling.  Neda told me (on a Skype call) that she was keeping me and that the entire 'Coven' decided amongst themselves that they wanted me to stay... but Matt told me that he's evicting me and if he's doing that then he must think that the votes are there.  I know that Heaven and Ryan will keep me but the rest of the votes could easily fall against me.  It's not adding up.  If people think that Nick is going to be some anti-'Trio' warrior then they're so dumb!  He's fooled them all so many times LOL.  It's amazing actually.  If I go he and Zach will just continue to ride in the middle and burn all of the same people again; it'll be glorious to watch from the jury!  

If it's my time (and I really think that it is) then I'm rooting for Heaven and Ryza all the way, followed by Nick and Sofia and then Zach I guess.  I feel really betrayed by Zach right now... I knew better but seriously fuck!

[April]

Awww Heather! Love ya girl. I'm such a bad PW ... or Housecalls or w/e it is. But I loved you and I'm so sad. I can't even...