Brittany's Diary Room <3

[Brittany]

-WEEK ONE-
It's so great to be back in the house! Between yesterday and this morning, it's been absolute hell on AIM! Trying to manage to talk to everyone is going to be insane. I have only got to talk too Brian, Candice, Casey, Christine, Drew, Heather, Ika, Keith, Matt, Memphis, Mike, Nick, Nicole, Rachelle, Shipa and Zach. I feel like I've talked to everyone when in reality I've only talked to half the cast lol. I keep forgetting what questions I've already asked some of them. Some convos have been short some just keep going. I'm fine with both as long as they know I'm here lol. But I need to get ahold of the others I haven't talked to yet. I'm debating on wether or not to initiate a convo with Neda. When everyone is done checking in then I'll probably start a chat with her if she hasn't already.

Everyone I talked to thinks the house will be split into three with nine people each. Part of me likes it because it narrows the people down to talk to a bit. The other part of me hates it because the house suddenly shrinks to nine people and you have no where to run. It sort of forces you play the game already. I'm planning on keeping my social game strong and I hope I'm having a good impression on most people. This will be my first time in an org game that I will be playing with twists. I haven't played since RNF7 and the only twist that was on there was the BotB. Pllleeasseee don't make go through that again LOL!

So many possible could be alliances out there. Of course I'm looking at the connections from previous seasons. Also keeping my eye out on Heaven and Ryan since they know each other outside this game. Kind of scared that Zach, Neda and Sofia might align since they're on good terms from what happened during RNF7, I think. I'm kind of tired of just chit chatting about what people are doing and what's been going on in their lives. A convo I did enjoy though was with Heather when we both said that we imagine ourselves being in the house as our character when we're chatting on AIM lol.

I'm not gonna lie, I'm totally nervous for what's to come and how I'm going to handle it. But one thing I do know is that I'm gonna keep on staying positive like I did in RNF7. It's the best way to get through the stress of playing Big Brother.

[Colby]

Good luck Brittany! <3

[April]

Good luck <3

[Brittany]

Thank you Colby and April!!! <3

[Brittany]

Today I managed to talk to majority of the cast today. The only people I haven't talked to yet have been Luisa and Ryan. I either keep missing them online or they never get on. I sort of talked crap about how Luisa was in in season 8 and 9 when I was housecalling lol. Hoping she didn't read the comments or maybe she's gotten over it ahaha. The people that stick out to me are Boog, Candice, Hayley, Heather, Memphis, Rachelle and Shilpa. Our convos have been nice and I like chatting with them. Hope they feel the same with me. I finally got to talk to Neda, I decided to just message her and see how it goes. The convo went well just like I thought they did in RNF7, we talked about BB17, Brian's return, possible twists this season and Hillary Duff's album along with other topics. 

I had a chat with Sophia the other day and she said she was getting a headache from the people from our season. Brian coming back, Mike and her having beef with each other and Neda bringing old shit up from RNF7. But I still can't help but think that there's a chance that Zach, Sophia and Neda could possibly work together again though. 

Happy that the first HoH is underway and ready to get started! Thanks Chris for making a speedy check in! Also, what the hell are Keith points? I got five points for just talking to the guy lol. 

One last thing. The other night I was talking to Rachelle and she brought up my season and said that she enjoyed watching me play for my first time and she just gradually brought up wanting to work with me.

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So that's a thing now lol. I never would of thought I would be working with Rachelle and here we are. I like her though. I'm looking forward to playing with her and see what we're able to do. Hopefully bring a few others into it too. Ideally like two other people. I much rather have alliances be offered to me rather than forming one myself.

I'm praying that whoever wins this HoH will have bigger fish to fry and not consider me an easy boot because I have hardly no connections in the game. I remember reading something that someone said in housecalls when the first RNF All Stars happened and it was something like this "All Stars! Who has the most friends?!" I truly hope thats not the case this season or else I'm screwed! I'm not sure who around here has the most connections. I haven't been around long enough to know that. I can only pick out the obvious connections from peoples respective seasons. But I'm not gonna let that get me down! I hope for the best, always. 

[Brittany]

I'm happy with the house I ended up being assigned too! I felt like this was a good bunch of people to be together with. Brian winning HoH is a plus because after an hour trying to shake him for info on possible noms, he finally told me I was safe. Sadly Hayley could be one of his noms. Not really sure the reason but I'm guessing lack of convo. He told me he's totally unsure who his second nom will be. I asked him what was troubling him about it and he gave me this really long answer that makes no sense to me whatsoever.

Memphis was telling me that he wasn't getting anything out of Brian and so did Heather and so did Boog. I really like Hayley and I really like Boog and I would be sad if one of them left. I feel like Memphis and Heather are safe. Apparently Brian told Neda that he wasn't going to bring any past grudges from RNF7 into this season. So I'm assuming she's safe. Memphis actually brought up Daniele to Brian saying that Daniele gives him nothing in convos. Boog thinks she will be second nom because the way Brian was talking to Boog made her have the impression that she may be nominated. Also, Memphis and I agreed that our convos with Christine have been short and only last a couple of messages. 

I would like to work with Boog, Memphis and Hayley. Just not sure how well they like each other! Memphis told me though that he likes Boog but they don't really talk game. Like I said before, I get scared when I want to work with a group of people but don't know how to initiate it! Much rather have people come to me with an alliance.

Finally chatted with Ryan and Luisa. Ryan seems sweet and I like him. The convo I had with Luisa was so awkward, literally was only 6 messages all together. She was nice but just giving short responses and I was over the convo. Nice to know that majority of the cast would come to me for motherly advice lol. Mother does know best <3

Tomorrow I plan on seeing where Brian's brain is, again. Hopefully I'll get more clearer answers. Memphis said it was exhausting to talk to him tonight and I agreed lol. I will say though, snaps for Brian for winning a comp. Gives me faith that dreams really do come true!

[Brittany]

Third place is cool, but Brian getting a better time than me?


Anyways! I'm happy for Boog winning veto. Boog, Heather, Memphis and I think the replacement nom might be Christine. Memphis thinks that Neda and Brian have some sort of deal. I won't be surprised if that's true and then Neda breaks the deal. Memphis is mad that Danielle won't message him but at the same time he doesn't message her either lol. Brian went to bed before results went up and before he did I asked him if veto does get used then what would he want to have happen and he said "I have a few ideas but I wanna keep an open mind about it." Thanks Brian that really helped me a lot! 
There's gotta be someone that Brian is telling things too. Is he not telling anyone anything? I'm thinking he tells Heather a little more info than what he does to me because every time I tell her something new, she say's "oh yeah brian was telling me about that earlier."

Ika started a group chat earlier tonight and I don't think everyone liked it. I didn't mind it. I think she just wanted to be fun but a lot of people seemed annoyed with it and it died down within the hour. Rachelle and Matt left the chat lol.  

Neda messaged me yesterday and we chatted a bit sort of  and had a heart to heart. But also that same day she was like psyching me out for the veto comp it seemed. 


Nothing else really went on today just chit chatted pretty much. Hoping to get a better read off Brian tomorrow and see what's up with him. Hopefully he gives me SOMETHING to go off of. 

[Brittany]

I want to apologize on Brian's behalf on him taking forever to make a decision today for the replacement nom. This whole round has been absolute hell with him being HoH. If you guys got mad about the long wait, trust me House #1 was really pissed off lol. Brian is a mess. The replacement nom was suppose to be Christine and he told her that! Then last minute he switches to Danielle and tells her! Needless to say his HoH reign has been a complete travesty. Also Brian still wants Hayley gone.

Since Danielle was the replacement nom I brought up to Memphis that if he thought we had enough votes to save Hayley since both of us really like Hayley and that she talks to us way more than Danielle does.  I knew we had Mike because earlier this morning Mike mentioned he was gonna vote to save Hayley no matter what. So that was three votes to evict Danielle.  I remember Boog saying that she didn't have a connection with Danielle at all so I went to her and casually brought up how I felt with my vote and she agreed and again said that her and Danielle hardly talk and the only thing they talked about was that Danielle had like 8 beers a couple of days ago.

I proceeded to Heather and again just casually brought up my thought on my vote and she agreed as well! I asked Heather  if she thought if we had enough votes to save even though I sort of had an idea what votes could possibly be there for us. She said that she knew we had hers, mine and Memphis. At the same time she was talking to Boog and said that Boog also wanted to save her. Then I told her what Mike told me that he was voting to save Hayley no matter who the replacement was.

That's when Hayley messaged me and started a casual general chitchat convo, and later on she wanted to campaign to me. I decided to be honest with her and said that she had my vote because I talk to her way more than Danielle. She was happy to of heard that and said that in the future she has my back. 

So as of now Hayley is staying this week and Brian doesn't know about it lol. I'm just voting with my heart this season and what I think is best for my game. Danielle is a way bigger threat to me than Hayley is. I hope this plan goes correct because if it doesn't then I done fucked up.

[Brittany]

At the eviction, Luisa went home because I have fucking power and that little bitch doesn't.
LMAO!!! I'm just kidding! Could you imagine if I was really like that? (btw Luisa said that about Matt in her season when Matt got evicted. Just thought I'd make fun.  )

Anyways, Danielle never campaigned and she stayed away from AIM all day so it only sealed Danielle's fate even more. Needless to say, I happy with the eviction. Now it's time to try and survive another week. I'm hoping the house swaps so I can talk to more people. I feel like everyone isn't talking with other people in other houses because they're so caught up in their own house. Rachelle, Shilpa, Ika, Ryan, Candice, Zach and Matt have all chatted with me despite being in separate houses. So I definitely want to form stronger bonds with at least some of them. 

The Socialites alliance was formed today lol. Memphis told me that Heather wanted to create an alliance with him and I. I gladly accepted because it's nice to have some people have your back of course. Besides Boog, Heather was another girl I really liked talking too. I feel good with this small group. The only bummer about this is that if the house swaps we might get split up. But I'm hoping for the best and a miracle lol. I wanna go far with this group and I'm hoping our communications with the rest of the house can help us along the way. I know playing this game isn't all about winning comps but I do want to win something and have a better grasp at the game. I do want some blood on my hands at least :x lol. 

Nothing much has really been going on today besides saying that we are all happy that Brian's HoH reign is over with, god bless. I'm going to have a drink now, or ten.

[Brittany]

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a couple of messages later...

I truly hope this conversation was sincere because this is all I wanted to hear. I don't want to work against Neda if I don't have too. It was kind of shocking to me getting this message at like 1am. I never talk about my relationship with Neda besides with Memphis. I don't know if Memphis went and told Neda about our convos or maybe he told Heather and she told Neda? I'm hoping it's neither and hope it was just Neda wanting to throw the tension we had away. I told Neda that I'm trying to work on the problem we had in season 7 so that way it doesn't happen again. So we will see how it goes. I'm pretty gullible. Probably a little too gullible to play Big Brother, but I'm working on that as well.  

[Brittany]

-WEEK TWO-

This house swap is reeaalllly testing my social skills it's insane. Shilpa, Ryan and Candice are people I would talk to outside my own house last round. Then you have Brian and Hayley from my last house. Drew and I have had on and off convos but I think I'm okay with him? I haven't talked to Nick till just a few minutes ago, the last time before that was a week ago lololol. It's hard trying to keep up with everyone okay?! Candice asked me if Drew had came up to me yet and asked for my thoughts on noms and I had said no not yet. She said that she told him that Hayley and Brian would be easy noms to do then if he wanted to make a bigger move then they could use veto in which he agreed. Two hours had passed since my last convo with Drew had happened since I told him good job on the HoH win (and the convo died a little after that) and he still hadn't messaged me. I was kind of getting worried that maybe I was a possible option for nomination and I didn't wanna message him again and bug him. Suddenly I get a message from Drew and he told me that he had been busy with family and we chatted a bit then he asked for my thoughts on noms. I told him about Brian and the drama that happened last round and he said that people were saying the same thing to him. Drew told me he would hit me up tomorrow and we would talk more then.

I don't know if anyone would press the button from my house or anyone else's house for that matter. Would Mike or Sofia press the button under Zach's HoH? We shall see. Zach told me that things will get messy in his house because everyone in his house are people he doesn't want gone yet. He said that whatever he does this week won't better his game next round. So I'm interested in what he's gonna do.

Ryan and I were being silly earlier and he tells me that he is happy that we are in the same house and he wanted to get this cuddlemance going lmaooo. He wanted us to have a name and he thought of this. So let's get it trending people!

He also said our name is *<3*THE HEARTBREAKERS*<3*. 
lmao it was a good laugh. Definitely needed it with the day I had today in real life! 

Heather and Memphis feel like they are safe in their houses and I'm happy. Still wish we were together because I felt just a bit safer with them. It's a good thing we ended swapping though because Christine would of been the HoH for our house and I have no idea who she would do besides putting up Brian. If I do end up going on the block then of course I will be bummed but I think I have a good chance of staying. I just hope Shilpa, Ryan and Candice feel a good connection with me as I feel with them. Hopefully tomorrow I'll get to really knuckle down and form bonds with these people since I'll have more time to try and socialize. 

[Brittany]

Nominations happened today and Nick and Ryan are on the block. Bittersweet feeling that Ryan is on the block. Part of me is fine with it because he's a beast and what I want the most is comp beasts to leave as soon as possible. The bad part is I like the guy. He makes an effort into talking to me and I talk to him way more than I do with Nick. I feel like Ryan has a very good chance at winning veto. His statistics are sky high compared to Drew and Nick. If veto is used and Drew sticks with nominating comp threats then I don't think he will put up Shilpa. I think Shilpa and him talk a lot. So that leaves Candice. I can see Drew putting up Candice maybe even Mike if he doesn't feel comfortable putting up Candice. I sort of feel like Drew and Christine worked together with there nominations. They were very close in season 9 so I wouldn't be surprised. Christine putting up comp threats is a plus, keep targeting those threats girl, keep doing you because I approve. Zach made it a safe week for him by putting up Chris and Ika. Hoping Ika survives this round in that house. Mike pressing that button made him some enemies. He told Zach he wasn't going to press that button and he ends up doing it anyway. He's running for his life away from Sofia and if Sofia gets ahold of him, Sofia is gonna drag him and never let go.

Since the nominations have been posted, Nick has been messaging me more lol. But I still feel a better connection with Ryan. If Ryan totally trusts me and won't put me in danger in the future of this game then I don't have no problem of him staying. But I do know that Shilpa, Candice, Hayley and even Brian want him gone. Who I do need gone is Heaven. If she gets evicted this round in House 3 that will make Ryan lose someone he trusted and worked with. Heaven is also a comp beast and has a very high chance of winning the veto and saving herself. I know Heather will give me the details in that house as the round progresses. Drew has been busy all day so I'm hoping tomorrow or later tonight I can have another chance talking to him. Just been trying to keep the flow with socializing as much as I can with everyone in my house and a little bit out. Is it working? Not sure. But I do feel progress. Actually majority of the people in House 3 I hardly talk too lol (Ash,Heaven, Keith and Nicole.) Chris is another person I hardly chat with. 
Anxious to see what the POV comp is so I can progress through the round and hopefully survive the ceremony after and manage to not get nominated!

[Brittany]

I thought Drew being HoH was going to be better round than having Brian being HoH. But right now they're about the same. Drew was not on all day yesterday, only to do the POV comp. I don't know what Drew is thinking for the replacement. Also from what I'm hearing from the rest of the house, that he hasn't said anything to anyone else either. I understand he's been very busy but I just need that little time with him. I feel like I'm safe but Rachelle told me that knowing Drew that he will probably put up someone that everyone likes to insure that Nick will go home. Rachelle hopes that Drew won't put me up. 

^There's a lot of the pot calling the kettle black right here^

Anyways, so guys guess who messaged me yesterday after veto results offering me an alliance and to work with one other girl. Neda. Yes you read it right, it was Neda. Like I wrote previously in my DR, Neda and I threw out any sort of tension we had since RNF7 finale from the talk we had a couple of days ago. I am proceeding with caution though. She wants to work with Candice as well, since Candice was originally Sarah in RNF7. Sarah had a plan to bring Neda, Luke and I for an alliance in our season to try and work together. Unfortunately that never got to happen. Now Neda wants to bring that back and make the alliance that could of been. I'm accepting this because I do not want to go against Neda, I wanna work on what we have. But like I said I'm being cautious. I know I'm at the bottom of the totem pole with this alliance because Candice (Sarah) had a better relationship with Neda and vice-versa, so I'm just gonna keep an eye out on that. Neda wanted to call us the RNF7 Girls but that won't work because Candice is from RNF10. So the name is still being brainstormed.

Now back to what's going on in my house. If Drew is still gonna aim for threats then he might put up Candice. If he's going to put up easy pawns then Hayley, Brian or I will go up. I still think Shilpa won't go up. And I have no idea where Mike stands with Drew. As of right now the target is Nick. Nick thinks that him and I have something together I think lol. We were chatting one day and I meant to type "lol" but I misspelled it and it autocorrected to "PPP" instead. He said "Lets make PPP our thing! We'll brainstorm what it means later!" and then i said jokingly "Perfect Pretty People" and he said he loved it. But to me it's not really thing lol. We hardly talk game or hardly talk for that matter till just recently because he was nominated. He's a really sweet guy though, but I don't think I'll vote for him to stay
Comp beasts got to go. 

[Brittany]

*Video might a little loud and sorry for the mumbling and repeating some of the stuff :x
Oh and this just in, Rachelle just told me that Candice told her that I'm the target this week lololol gonna have to work that sweet heart magic.*

[Godney]