like bees to the honey! /// candice confesses

[candice]

[candice]

aaaaand everything has changed

over skype:
me - "you know when i get mad at you it's just because you're being stupid."
nick - "yeah, i know."

[candice]

i feel super shitty right now because heather was telling me how stressed and emotional she is over potentially going home but like. idk what i'm supposed to do i have to vote her out and i want to tell her but i can't because solidarity and shit and this is why i try not to play ORGs with my friends!!!!!!

[candice]

how did i ever play orgs before i had a smartphone

[candice]

zach, nick, and myself revived our alliance yesterday and named it so that it felt ~official~, then we added boog to the call we had while we were posting. we've pretty much turned this into a social challenge by trying to block the trio without stepping on each other's toes too much, which neda and brian are completely on board with. matt says he is? but idk he seems to just be posting whenever.

boog made a comment to me about how nick & zach are just letting me, neda, and brian block the trio for them while they collect minutes but like. i'm totally down for that? she's wrong about nick anyway, he wants to block sofia whenever he has the chance lol. i want zach to win HoH. he'll probably nom sofia/matt. i want him to be HoH the first round one of the trio leaves because i feel like he'll be less likely to target the second or third and so it maximizes the chances of the right person winning next round. idk i feel like i actually have a fighting chance in this game again as long as the trio leaves asap!!!! perferably back to back to back. zach/nick wouldn't target me over boog/neda and vice versa, so it's best for me if they're all here until the trio is gone.

[candice]

alert, alert, pile-up on highway my life

[candice]

what a night

[candice]

zach told everyone he was doing neda/matt and planning to BD sofia before posting noms and i was pretty annoyed along with boog and nick. it left a lot of room for someone besides sofia to leave. i understood the logic, but it annoyed me that he was so scared of nominating the trio outright. thankfully, he won veto, so i assumed he would just BD sofia and all would be right with the world.

then, everything changed when the fire nation attacked.

ie we discovered the trio was actually the uno

i'm not really surprised. i've been suspicious since season 8 that heaven and ryan were the same person - mysterious friend out of nowhere who happens to also be a comp beast that doesn't talk to people? fascinating.

it's just so weird that the people (person?) i've been after this entire game are going poof just like that

i don't get it. what's fun about playing that way? how does making informed decisions by seeing confessionals as you play appeal to you? i've been playing ORGs since 2008 and i've never so much as seen the final 2 and i still enjoy them so why do you find cheating your way into a win an appealing and interesting use of your time

[candice]

i'm really sad right now. even if i stay this round boog leaves and she is literally the one person i have been playing this game with nonstop from day 1

idk if i would have had the heart to vote her out even though i'm pretty sure she would have beat me at f2

[candice]

i just need to try and kick ass in veto because i want to stay in this game so fucking BAD

[candice]

sees comp: got it. f6 here i come, shit yeah
does comp: fuck fuck fuck FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. fUCk
finishes comp: goodbye friends. i am gone

[candice]

Matt Hoffman (1:05:21 PM): any tips on the final stretch of the game?
Matt Hoffman (1:05:27 PM): if i end up staying?

[candice]

nick hasn't so much as acknowledged the PM i sent him. gr8 i'm fucked

[candice]

i have to go to work soon but i figured i should send you a message since idk if i'll catch you around but



here's why you need to save me based nicholas



if i'm gone, HoH next round is basically you vs boog. so if boog wins she puts up you/zach no question. you would leave against zach if noms stuck and zach would be very likely to win veto as it is.



if i'm here, that opens it up to me vs you vs boog.

boog wins HoH, i win veto, you come off, or zach wins veto, brian goes up, i'm a vote to save you when matt surely would not be

i win HoH, it doesn't even matter bc you wouldn't go up, i would nom zach/brian with Floptina as renom since Floptina wouldn't go anywhere

you win HoH and obviously you are HoH



moral of the story, i know zach is probably pressuring you to evict me and i know numerically it probably makes sense but the smartest option is definitely not to evict me

[candice]

nick's jury management skills leave a lot to be desired. fuck just tell me you're voting for me don't just IGNORE ME that is such a dick move!!!!