Neda's Diary Room

[Neda]

Coming Soon! 

[Neda]

Sorry for the long delay with this diary room session. Originally I wanted to do a video DR but my mouth is so messed up right now. I can barely speak and hurts to talk.

Going into this All-Star game, I probably have one of the worst all-star reputations. I was basically known for being shady and two faced. I was able to get away with it during the first half of the game and the last half I got caught. At the time I didn’t even realize I was coming off that way. I was just doing what I felt was right. This time around I don’t plan to change. Being shady and two faced is part of the game and since I am already known to it these houseguest should expect it.

I always have different phases to my strategy in these games. I don’t like to go with one strategy right off the bat. Right now I just want to be as friendly a I can be with these people. Talking to 26 people is a challenge already and I just need to be determined to talk to them. I am going to use any connection I have with these people to my advantage. I don’t care if we barely spoke to each other in a game before I am going to use that connection. Any connection I can get this person talking and feeling comfortable with me is key. If I don’t have any connection with this person then I am just going to talk about a highlight from their season. This is all stars so you know everyone already has a big ego and I just need to milk that.

Right now I will do my best to do a detailed cast assessment. This will cover my relationships and alliances I already have with these houseguests.


 Ash came off very pushed back to me. He said he was waiting for people to reach out to him. That's okay but when you are a bore like Ash is that is not going to work. He put very little effort in getting to know me or pretty much reply back to me. 


 Boog is someone I connected with right off the bat. We both have stuff in common from our original season and I am using that. We both got 5th place and had beef with the winner of our season. So we're calling each other twins and agree to have each others back. 

 So I was actually thrilled Sam dropped and Brian got replaced. Brian is an easy target for people to go after. You do need patience talking to Brian especially if you are talking strategy with him. As of right now I have no issue with Brian. However, he went out of his way to talk to everyone from season 7 EXCEPT ME! WTF! He even went and talked to Zach over me! Ummm I was nicest one to you out of all these people. 

 Brittany! There was tension between us during the final stage of the game. She has been friendly with me but I don't trust her at all. I have no problem nominating her and getting her out of this game ASAP. 

 Candice aka Sarah from my season. We do have a good connection with each other. We both agreed that not being open with each other the last time fucked us up. She does talk a lot and by a lot I mean A LOT. She talks about stuff I have no care for really. But I will suck it up and act like I am interested. 

 Casey is another person I have played with before. AKA Andrew! We left off on good terms so that can only help me. I am open to working with him but nothing has been discussed yet but who knows. 

 I love Christine! I loved her in her original season and I was looking forward to meeting her here! She was very easy to talk and I felt an instant connection with her. 

 Chris is a replacement of an replacement. In Bad Girls Club we would destroy all of his belongings and throw his mattress in the pool. This isn't Bad Girls Club! I do have somewhat of a tiny connection with him. I tried applying for his Survivor game but he never made time for me to do a Skype interview. I just talked to him about people who played his season. Like a girl who couldn't eat a cookie. Hopefully he liked me! 

 I liked Danielle in her season. She was an underdog but she has disappointed me here! She barely spoke to me! Her new name should be disappointing. 


 Drew is another person I have played with before. I was crazy Danielle and he evicted me! I also played in his series before. We had a very good chat about past games and his series. He did mention to me that he thought I had bad blood with him. Because I was bitchy to him when I played in his series. WTF! First Brian and now Drew thinks I have issues with him?! Why are these guys making me look like some kind of witch??? I obviously cleared it up and said I have no issue with him. Hopefully whatever he thought I had problems with him he knows its not true. 

 Hayley is probably the most naive houseguest here. Going to use that to my advantage! I basically teased her about her Aussie accent DR. I think she is an easy person to influence and get her as a number for me. I really do like her though!

 Heather is someone I did bond with very well. We both used that Heather/Neda friendship to our advantage. I know Heather is a gamer and will be a huge threat down the road. But if she feels like I am on her side then I should be safe. She is someone I will keep my eye on because she probably has many alliances already. 

 Heaven NEEDS TO GO! UGH! I swear if she makes it far here then people are so stupid. Any chance you get to get rid of this huge threat! TAKE IT!

 DIVA! I said Danielle was disappointing but so was diva. I mean she was so boring to talk to! I don't get it?! You have all this sass and spark but you fell short talking to me. 

 YIKES! I don't like Keith or his stupid points joke. It's not funny tbh! Plus he doesn't like me based on past games. 

 Never spoke to her!

 Matt has been going so hard in talking to everyone. But home boy can't hold a conversation. Just because you said hi to someone doesn't mean that will keep you safe. You need to be able to hold a conversation and appear interesting. At least to me! BASIC!

 Memphis was someone very easy to talk to. I like the guy but he's a threat! Plus he has a relationship with Brittany which could be very dangerous. I hope these people know that and consider going after them. 

 Mike is going hard this time! Thankfully he has beef with Sofia after our season wrapped and the leaves the target off me with her. Mike is basically rally up troops to target Sofia. Mike is after the big threats which is great to here. I am all for working with Mike and getting out these big dogs. However if he gets caught then I had nothing to do with it! I will deny deny deny!

 OMG! Okay let me just say Nick is my favorite houseguest in this game! He was so funny in his drs and things he would do/say. I was a total fan girl with him in our chat. I brought up all his highlights. Like Kathy getting mad at his joke. Aaryn making that alliance. I have also been watching too many Lifetimes movies lately. So I am kind of inspired to be that Lifetime crazy psycho who gets obsessed with a guy. Nick is so that victim! We joked about having an alliance and all that jazz. But I am very serious and I don't think he is serious about the alliance. 

 Nicole came off very stand offish to me. She didn't seem very interested in talking to me so FU bitch! I tried though but she is not here for it. 

 Rachelle is someone I was also a fan of. Plus I loved her as James too. It's funny because she wasn't online during the first few days. So I asked Ika where is Rachelle I want to talk to her. So freaking Ika tells Rachelle that Neda has something important to tell you! OMG Ika already twisting shit. But Rachelle is someone I def want to work with in this game. 

 I guess Ryan doesn't socialize much and just kicks ass in challenges basically. 

 You are about to see a Mariah/Xtina duet this season! We kind of talked pregame about working together but we never talked much about here since the game started. We just talked about Mariah Carey really. 

 Sofia! My relationship with Sofia is very interesting. Frenemies to be exact. I feel like she does really like my somewhere in her heart but can get super fed up with me at the same time. I don't think I am on her radar while Mike is still in the game. When it comes to Sofia vs Mike I am team Mike. She is a huge threat to make it far into this game. Hopefully she doesn't last long. 

 LMAO! If anyone is going to suspect I am in a alliance with it's going to be Zach. It's nice to have him here because we don't have to go through that awkward annoying bs general chat with each other. We both just say how we are feeling with everything. I am not going to depend on Zach in this game. Obviously I should have depended on Sofia and not Zach last time right! I want to try and keep my distance from him during this game. I just do not want people going on the band wagon that Zach and Neda are together. 

[Neda]

Let me just say I have the perfect house ever!!! Seriously?! Christine? Boog? Hayley? Heather? Even Brian! I am so set in this house. Only thing that irks me is Memphis and Brittany together but I just have to play nice with them. Brian winning HOH was a total shock! I never expected that at all. I just have to hope that he doesn't hold anything to against me from season 7. 

The thing that sucks about having so many people you like in this house is you have to play it cool. So I am already being hella shady in this house. I told both Hayley and Boog I have their back and will do what I can to help them. But looks like they are the nominations this week. I mean I did try and push for Danielle to go up but Brian knows her I guess. Honestly as long as it ain't me and I don't get caught being shady to them I am good. 

I did tell Brian about Memphis/Brittany and it seems like Brian has something with Brittany. Because he was truly disappointed in her LMAO. It was very tough talking nominations and game to Brian. He hinted that he wanted to work with me and so I said oh lets work something long term passed this twist. I don't know how much longer I will be able to take it at this point. Just patience patience patience. 

I am probably not going to be super loyal to him. If I am in power I wouldn't put him up because there are bigger targets to go after. But I wouldn't go out of my way to save him if he were in danger. With Boog and Hayley getting put up I am in a tough position. But I think Hayley would get voted out with or without my influence. So theres not much I can do at this point. I would like for one of them to win veto and then hopefully someone I don't care for can go up. 

My goal is to just set myself up pretty in this house. I have to be super fake to Memphis and Brittany when really I am going to try and split them up. Mike joining the house does help me. So besides Nick not being in this house with me I love my house! 

[Neda]

I'm so bad LMAO! Once Brian told me his nominations I basically told the whole house them! I even told Boog! Omg this better not come back to bite my chatty ass.

[Neda]

[Neda]

Having too much fun messing with these houseguests!!!

[Neda]

I LOVE NICK! 

[Neda]

YAY! I survived the first round of this game! So far I feel like I am not flopping like I usually do the first round. I am actually enjoying talk to some of these people. Probably because I give no fucks when I talk to them. Nothing is off limits and I don’t care what they think of me. I am just being myself when I talk to everyone and hopefully that pays off. I do have a snapchat strategy! If you have a snapchat I will add you and you get to see my life outside this game. I feel like this may work because they will get to know me better. Plus I mean if they see I am not ugly to look at why not right. If any of these guys thinks I am cute I have no problem in flirting and using that to my advantage. I have been so slick sending people my photos too. I’ll be like “Do you want to see my dog?” Then I will send a photo of me looking bomb with my dog. I love that there is no alias here and everyone knows each other.

It was my mission to make an impression on majority of these houseguests. I don’t care if they think I am looney tunes. I just wanted to make a first impression on them. Most do think I am out there and interesting to say the least. Thats fine by me. Last time around I was on my toes on what do I say? What should I say? I have no filter or boundaries now.

My goal is to get out the big dogs in this game. Heaven, Sofia, Ryan, Heather, Rachelle need to go! Some are competition beasts and the others are social beasts. I have no shame in being fake to these people. If they think I am their bff then that is perfect. When I win an HOH I am fully prepared for an explosive week. I am all for drama this time around! I have been spell it outing tiny seeds to people reminding them Brittany and Memphis are friends. Hopefully it works and people want to split them up.

OMG speaking of Brittany! I got drunk the other night and had a full on confrontation with Brittany about our tension. I think I was able to pull it off as a legit conversation and hopefully she don’t know if I was drunk LMAO! I am still going to nominate her ass given the chance.

My house was so boring but I was in the perfect house for safety! Brian pulled through and kept me off the block. Talking game and strategy with Brian is painful. I freaking told him put up Danielle and Hayley instead of Boog and he didn’t. But then he backdoors Danielle and she goes. Like I was right the whole time! Listen to me! I am the smart one! OMG his HOH was fucking messy! He pissed 4 people off during his HOH. He freaking told Christine she was going up and then backed out. No you do not tell someone you were putting them up. If someone had any thought about nominating me then I am after you. Because that thought will come back sometime during the game. Ah Brian!

The 3 people who left this week sucked. I feel like I had potential to work with all of them. I mean Luisa was posting Xtina praise because I told her to! Originally I did want Danielle out from my house. But when I found out people wanted to keep Hayley. It made me want to do the opposite. UGH I just want to stir the pot and make people sweat.

During the HOH competition my computer freaking froze and at one point the internet wouldn’t even open. Freaking Kat and Skye saw this on snapchat so they can defend me on why I flopped! The 3 HOH winners were great in my opinion. I feel safe with all 3 so it didn’t make me stressed out on which house I was in. However, I didn’t want to be in Zachs house. Only because I don’t want that thought to come up OMG Neda and Zach. Especially with Sofia in this house ugh! Another thing that worries me is Zach has a lot of friends in this house. I am not sure where my relationship rakes on the totem pole. But he confirmed my safety this week! So I don’t need to stress out about that. WHEW! I would love for him to target Rachelle or Sofia. But Sofia recently played in his series so I think they are buddy buddy right now. Or maybe Memphis?!

So I freaking HATE Nicole! I hate her! I know she is a housecalls favorite which I don’t get honestly. Going into this game I thought Nicole was going to be so cool. She has been popular with housecalls rooting for her. Anyways she is so rude to me. She is very stand offish and barely freaking cares to talk to me. Like fuck you. How the fuck did she win her season?

Heather is a fucking player. She is so likable and I love the girl. But I am onto you! I know you have the most connections in this game. I know you have strategy in you! I am working on getting Heather to feel completely safe with me in this game. But really I want her gone. We are both using our characters to bond. I honestly believe she has the best chance to win this game at this point. It sucks because I don’t know who I can share how I feel about her. Because she's everywhere!

Boog is someone I want to consider my closest alley in this game. I still don’t know too much about her. But we actually had a really deep conversation to where I forgot I was even playing a game with her. She comes off as someone who doesn’t have many alles but I think she might be playing me.


Matt is someone I hated more than Nicole at one point. Because his conversations were so basic. He is so basic! I don’t get how he made all stars. Anyways today though I made progress with our relationship. He was nervous about new houses and getting nominated. Well if you weren’t so fucking boring you wouldn’t be worried! But he says that I am safe with him as HOH. I don’t know if he has other agendas in mind or he actually likes me. But good work Neda! Give me the academy because my acting skills has gotten better and better through time. Matt says he's keeping me safe so I like Matt now.

I basically told Ryan that I want to use him for his muscle. I said you win the challenges and I control your nominations! He had a good sense of humor with me which was cool. Heaven I tried the same thing and she wasn’t really for it lol. Drew is someone I made a lot of progress this week! Our conversations have been enjoyable and he didn’t know about the Amber thing lol. Ash honestly doesn’t exist.

Nick is bae. GinaMarie I got your man bitch! I feel like Ika aka DIVA likes me. You know crazy recognizes crazy. We both troll Rachelle and it drives her nuts! Speaking of Rachelle! I don’t trust her at all. I think she is another Heather in this game. I like her but girl you ain’t getting in the way of me winning this game. Hayley annoys me now. Because she is now off talking to other people and not me. RUDE! Bitch I was the first one to reach out to you and had your back. And then you do this to me??? WHY!

Anyways so there is my recap! I need to do a video dr soon but I get lazy. So yeah I found my strategy is to just be myself.

[Neda]

Oh I found out why my computer acted up. My computer disk is full. I need to clean it!!!

[Shir]

You should do it now!!!!

[Neda]

Okay Mike is annoying. If I win Hoh and I'm going to trick him. Say I am not nominating him and then nominate him!

[Neda]

FIRST KEY AGAIN!

[Neda]

So I asked to be nominated....

[Neda]

Okay so let’s rewind with round 2! NICOLE GETS EVICTED! YES! I am thrilled that Nicole has left this game so early. That’s what you fucking get for being rude as hell to me. I am so happy with Christine and her nominations overall. Christine is not afraid in making big moves and I am 100% down in working with her long term. Christine also opened up to me about having social issues or social anxiety. That its worse online for her. I felt so bad because you know me I’ll freaking ramble and laugh your ear off. I was like girl listen you win the challenges and I’ll tell you what to do. Because you know I love bossing people around. Nicole basically got what she deserved. She can’t blame no one but herself. I don’t know how she freaking won her season.

I talked to Brittany a lot this round and made progress in us working together. Seeing her go early was actually a real bummer. Originally I wanted her to out of this game early but I realized she could become a very loyal alley to my game. I had an idea that myself. Brittany and Candice would all work together. Brittany vs Nick should have been a really easy vote to evict Nick. I do see Brittany as a social threat but you can get rid of her anytime. This may have been the only chance to get Nick out of this game early. I feel as if Nick has more friends than Brittany does. He is clearly stronger than her in challenges. I think that house really fucked up on this vote and they will soon see it.

Chris was so freaking annoying! What’s with Zach making these gay guys so annoying after nominating them. I mean Chris is very much like Wil! Everyone said oh Chris has so many connections in this game and is a huge threat. It does seem like Ika maybe the pawn of this season and people need to watch out. Because she may slip her way into the finals once again.

Going into this new round is very nerve wracking. I am under the impression there will still be 3 houses of 7. But a twist was revealed that there will be 4 HOHS! I think 2 houses with battle of the block is way better than what I originally thought was going to happen. There is much more leg room to stay safe this round.

Okay let me just freaking vent right now about this HOH comp. WHY IS ASH HERE? WHAT DID HE DO TO GET ALL STARS?! Ash is the sole reason why I lost this challenge. If Ash wasn’t so selfish and denied his all star spot then some American houseguest would have joined and I would have gotten the voice correct. Ash does fucking nothing in this game. Like I thought all stars everyone was super good but with him and Nicole like it leaves me confused. Who are you? Who is he? Why is he even here? Be gone!

Of course the 3 robots win HOH. Ryan, Sofia and Heaven! This is ridiculous because they don’t even fucking talk to anyone. Obviously you don’t care about the social aspect in the game so why bother doing the challenges. Just fucking go home! I like Ryan the most out of the 3. He at least tries to talk. The other 2 give zero shits. Oh and Rachelle got HOH as well.

Being in a house with Sofia as HOH is very uneasy. Mike is in the house but Sofia is very stern with me. Obviously the bitch can’t get over what happened last time and refuses to give me another shot. Sofia is nominating Mike and targeting Mike this week. But what if that plan fails and she needs a new target? Looking at this house I am certain I will be the next target for her. So for me to stay safe this week I feel like I should get nominated and win Battle of the Block. The plan is for Sofia to stay HOH this round and get rid of Mike.

Now I know Rachelle is a huge game threat but I need to gain her trust. So when I get her out she won’t expect it. I offer myself to go up on the block and ask for her to put me with someone strong. Rachelle doesn’t want to stay HOH and wants to play for the next competition. So if that is the plan then why not go up and confirm my safety this round. I did talk to her about the case I lose Battle of the Block. She says that a backdoor plan will be in motion and she wouldn’t let this round go to waste. I am like girl you owe me and better veto me if that happens.

She is nominating myself and Candice against Mike/Matt. I feel like we have a good shot at beating those guys. Candice already won a Battle of the Block challenge and her partner was Brittany. I did try getting Matt to throw the challenge but that didn’t work lol. I didn’t want to get nominated this early but I feel like this risk will pay off a lot.

If all goes well me and Candice beat Mike/Matt. Right now Mike is the target this week but I would love to flip the votes this round and get Matt out of this game. I don’t know what Sofia will do once Mike goes. Will she target me? As long as Sofia is in this game then it’s good to keep Mike here for as long as possible. Plus why are we giving a strong competitor who everyone is scared of what she wants?

[Neda]