Neda's Diary Room

[Neda]

In honor of ika 







Two crazy bitches finally met and it ended short. I want to play with her again! I love DIVA!!!

[Neda]

Am I really that ghetto with my slang? 

[Neda]

Okay so I am feeling a lot better than the last time you guys heard from me. So I am off the block and now it is Candice vs Drew. You know how I posted earlier people weren’t talking to me and how I was bored? Well everyone was approaching me like a bat out of hell. I was basically to see the 2 sides of the house in this game. Before veto was used on me, Rachelle wanted to make sure that I would vote to evict Drew over Candice. I think I was able to prove to Rachelle that I trust her to go on the block for her HOH. She ended up doing like she said she would do and it kept me protected after all.

Mike/Shilpa come at me and hardcore campaign for Drew it stay. Their pitch is basically that Drew will go after Ryan/Heaven/Sofia. Little do they know that I am not the swing vote. I am working with Candice in this game and there is no way I would vote her out. Part of me did see the good in keeping Drew. But he has won before and has almost won again in this series. It’s time for new people to have a chance at this game. Mike gave up at one point in campaigning. But Shilpa….

OH MY GOD! SHE IS THE WORST!!! I have never seen this side of her before. She was on my ass during this vote. I purposely avoided aim and she freaking went on snapchat to talk game! Even after I told her straight up I am keeping Candice she wouldn’t take no! I like Shilpa as a person but seeing this side of her makes me want her gone soon. I cannot have someone hounding me 24/7 about my vote. It was funny first Mike tried to get me to keep Drew and that didn’t work. So then Shilpa went to try and get me to switch my vote and that didn’t work. At the very end Matt EVEN TRIED! It was ridiculous!

Going into this game, my plan was to not let the vets coast by like they always do. This is my first legit all star game. I always see the same people making it far in these games because of their connections. It doesn’t make it fun. After all the Neda is annoying talk, I decided I should talk some serious game to Nick. He is the one person I have trolled the hardest on. I thought moving forward I could get something serious going with us. I basically tell him that you can talk game with me and know where my head is at. Nick has the same mindset as me about people always making it far. He wants something different as well in this game. He hints that me, him and Candice should work together. I think that would be great. I feel like I already have something with Candice and Boog too. At the end Drew was evicted by a 6-1 vote. Shilpa and Matt are such punks.

[Neda]

So that HOH was strange. I wasn’t expecting a memory challenge so soon. I should probably start saving events that have happened but too lazy. Sofia and Mike win the challenge and I already feel uneasy. With this Battle of the Block twist in place HOHs are going to do the same nominations or easy nominations. So I already have this feeling that I am going to get nominated especially by Mike since he got a little angry with me not keeping Drew.

I talk to Zach and he tells me they both might nominate me. So I start thinking, if I am going to get nominated regardless I need some control in this. The chances of me winning a BOTB challenge aren’t high. The chances of me winning a challenge aren’t either. So I need protection and I need the people winning challenges protecting me. I am thinking if I am going to stay on the block I would feel more comfortable Sofia staying HOH. She used the veto on me before why wouldn’t she use it again? So I talk to Sofia and basically offer myself to be nominated. I tell her I would throw the challenge and let her stay hoh. She says she will veto me again if I do this. When Sofia is playing in a competition the chances of her winning are fucking high. So I like my chances.

Doing this, I am also building a trust with Sofia. I am basically doing the same thing I did with Rachelle. Look I trust you to nominate me and keep me safe. It sounds crazy but it works in my mind. I wouldn’t have took this gamble again if I wasn’t be considered going up. But Sofia tells me her backdoor plan is Christine. Which sucks!!! I love Christine! I feel super shady as hell going along with this plan because I feel Christine would be loyal to me. Plus she is strong in competitions. I talk to Candice about it and how shitty I feel. She points out one good thing that Boog and Christine are super close. So that would eliminate an alley of Boog long term which helps us have her loyalty.

So I get nominated with Hayley against Candice and Ash. I like my chances at this BOTB. Going into this competition I thought hey if this is something I am good at then I will go for it. Sadly for Christine it took me a while to even figure out the challenge. I was so confused I even confused Kat at one point with my questions. I swear I do not know where my mind goes and why I don’t understand things so fast. Doing the challenge without Hayley for sure made it easier for me to lose this. Plus it will help cover up my time being so awful to everyone. But I think they already suspect something.

However, the time I got in that challenge was the time I actually got without throwing it. So technically I didn't throw it. I just sucked that bad. It took me like 28 mins to figure out the strategy for this challenge and to get it all together. I didn’t even keep track of time and it flew by! I had no idea 30 minutes have passed. I am nervous of how the houseguest will react to my time but I am hoping I can see that Hayley wasn’t there. If Sofia does win veto and she vetoes me. OMG people will be having a shit storm and figure out we worked together this round. It will be come too much of a pattern for them not to notice.

So I am still nominated but I do feel safe on the block right now. I need everyone playing in this veto playing to get me off the block just like last time. Zach wants me to pick him for HG choice which is fine. I know he will fight hard in the veto. I am hoping Botb ends and I don’t have to go up on the block anymore because I am weak in these challenges.

[Neda]

jon

I AM OBSESSED WITH DRY HUMPING!

[Neda]

So the alliance with Candice and Nick is official. They didn't like the alliance names I came up with.....

[Shir]

I'd love it if you'd share them with us tho

[Neda]

Jul 13, 2015 12:16:09 GMT -5 Shir said:

I'd love it if you'd share them with us tho

Omg so the three of us have the same agenda in this game about how the same people make it far and win. So I was so so so excited to tell them the name I came out with! And they threw so much shade and laughed in my face!!!

The Anti All Stars alliance!!! Also CNN got brought up and it's good because we were talking about politics and how we want Donald to win!

[Neda]

Damnnnn Neda mist going hardcore now! Second time veto used on me!

*mists*

[Shir]

The only Donald I know is Donald faison.

[Neda]

Jul 13, 2015 20:39:18 GMT -5 Shir said:

The only Donald I know is Donald faison.

Trump who hates Hispanics

[Shir]

LOL <3 you guys are cute.

[Neda]

FUCK THIS FAKE ASS BITCH!!! Seriously Shilpa you want to act like you are not bitter in front of everyone. But want to go behind the curtain and call me the c word? You are damn right I am going to call you out and show everyone who you truly are. Bitch you thought snapchat because the text will go away! Bitch mother fucker I screenshotted that shit!!! You are damn right I am going to expose your bitch ass! If you sent it to me on aim it would be different. But your coward ass sent it on snap so it would get deleted right away. Like I see that message as Jake the person when I just said I like Jake the person. I don't like Shilpa so just send it as Shilpa on aim.

[Neda]

This happened with boog

[Neda]

So I made a final 2 alliance with Nick off snapchat text. I feel solid about it even though I am buzzed right now. I kept telling him I am not drunk like I feel 100% solid with you no matter what. He knows I was drinking tonight but I believe he knows I am legit. I told him my times I am not Aaryn!!!

I hope I remember this because I told him I will and he said I better remember this final 2 chat tomrrrow. I can't believe I called Shilpa out in front of everyone lmao i wonder how the house will react tomorrow.

But honestly what she said was fucked up. Like seriously so rude and uncalled for. i was shocked by it. Because I thought she was sending me a good luck snapchat text and then I read that shit. my