Heaven's Hideaway

[Heaven Afrika]

This round was a lil bittersweet! My gal Sofia won HoH which meant I was gonna be safe and so was Ryza! I wasn't worried about her winning b/c I knew she was gonna do stuff that was gonna be good for her game. When she told me she was gonna do Nick I didnn't object aha. Nick and I bonded a lot better in this game then we did the last 2 times we played and i like the guy a lot! Buuuuut I don't trust him as much as other peeps and if he goes then that's 1 snake in the grass taken care of!

I do have a lot of the same feels as Sof when it comes to how Roro was treated and I have the same kinds of suspicions.. but I've noticed how Sof has kinda shot herself in the foot by voicing these concerns! X: I am not gonna walk down the same path so I always act like things are peachy keen and nothing is wrong!

Sof kept it a secret what she was gonna do with her other nommie but I knew it was gonna be Keith or Memphy.. that was a lil obv. I wanted it to be Keithers b/c i don't trust him and he causes a lot of troubs in the game. He did in my season and he does here and I really want him to go as soon as poss! Memphis went up tho which is sad /: b/c like Nick I have also had a growing ship with him too!

With both of these guys up it was the MVP that was makin most of us scared. Heath, Zachster and me knew we were gonna be the ones picked b/c the blackout HoH picked between us and this mini blackout HoH could do the same. When it was done.. Zachster went up! /: I wished if it hadn't been him b/c he was super duper worried like me and it made his worst fears a real thing sigh. Why can't things be easy peasy aha!

I wanted to get picked for PoV so I could win and save Zach b/c that would mean I was also safe! I couldn't have Zachster come down any way else b/c if he did then I was prob a replacement option. Last week Zach came down and I went up! /: History repeats itself! The PoV picks weren't good b/c all the peeps that got picked were peeps that would use it! Sof was battling everyone!

Sof came out on top by 1 point omgsh and that is craaaaaazy! Heather would have won but I dunno if she would've saved Zach or one of the other guys. Since Sof won I campaigned to her before and asked her to please please please not use it b/c I could go up and go home! Zach would have a waaaaay better chance at getting 3 votes to stay than me! Sof told me she wouldn't put me in danger and she didn't!

I am defo gonna keep Zachster out of the 3. Zach has been someone protecting and helping me, Ryza and Sof since the veryyy beginning. Zach did vote to evict me but I kinda told him to since it didn't look like I had the votes and I didn't want him to get in troubs or have back lash from other peeps in the house. Memphis sent me a PM campaigning for my vote to stay and it's sad b/c i want him to stay too /: He's been a friendly lil face and someone who I think woulda had my back for a long long time until closer to the end. He did in season 6 and I think he would have here.

Sigh.. I want this week over with. /:

[Heaven Afrika]

I don't wanna use the word hate but I really really dislike Neda and I want her outta here! I will do a bigger confesh soon but I am soooo tired of tryin to be nice to someone that is so rude! She's not a nice person.. she only insults and makes lil jabs at me and I dunno why. She made fun of my comic and said she didn't know I had a sense of humor and yesterday she kept harassing me and told me she was gonna take a shit in my mouth.. why would you do that? It's okey doke if were good friends but she's someone that's always chippin away at me and I finally told her off.. /: I told her to stop messaging me if she doesn't have nice things to say b/c I'm sick of her rudeness!

[Shir]

Ily and you're a sweety!

[archer]

Me too but I just have to say this:

" she kept harassing me and told me she was gonna take a shit in my mouth.. why would you do that? It's okey doke if were good friends"

I totally keep interpreting this as "only good friends can poop in my mouth" and I'm laughing hysterically because I know that's not at all the point you meant.

I just have to say: Never let them poop your mouth! Keep it clean <3

[Heaven Afrika]

Thank ya guys! You're the bestest!

OMG! It does sound like that ahaha my b! You know what I meant silly goose! (: I prom nobody is gonna be taking a poo in my mouth! That's not sanitary! O: But yea good friends can joke about it with me but not peeps like Neda who never ever have anything nice to say to me hehe.

[Heaven Afrika]

A new lil alliance was made this past round but after the nommies this week it might not make it out alive! /: The Four of a Kind alliance is me, Zachster, Heath and Ryza! I really really like this group b/c it's the peeps that I think have my back for the most part and have been talking a lot of game with.. with the exception of my gal Sof! I also like Nick but I am always a lil cautious of Nick for many many reasons. While we cleared our slate and don't have problemos any more.. ya still can't forget the type of player someone is! I know Nick will do w/e he can to win and if he had to cut me soon he'd do it.. and I think over Ryza too!

Boog won HoH and that wasn't a good thing b/c she's always been one of the peeps that I've heard has wanted me out early on buuuuut she's also one of the only ones that's been trying to reach out and try and make things work! B/c of that I felt I had a lil chance of surviving this week! I got on and talked to Boog and she told me that if she didn't nom me she'd like if I didn't nominate her if I won. I told her I have my HoH advantage and I would maybe use it next round b/c I haven't won a HoH competish in a while and I really wanna get into a position of power! We cut a lil deal that if she didn't put me up at all that I wouldn't put her up! I feel comfy with this deal b/c she sorta approached me with it first.

It became a lil clear to me that she started cutting deals with those of us she didn't plan on nommin but was still a lil worried about. I know she cut one with Ryza too! I dunno if she cut one with Zachster but maybe since he didn't go up! Speaking of Zach he's been kinda askin a lot of questions about my prize and it's kinda buggin me. Why is he all up in my biz aha? If were allies he should trust what I'm saying anyway and not ask a billion questions about it.. it makes me think he doesn't believe what I'm saying and that's no bueno!

 I've decided not to tell peeps what my prize was and for a lot of reasons. Had I told anyone about my prize this week they coulda leaked it so that I'd go up. I could see Zachster usin that info against me to save Nicky and it's why I had to tell a lil white lie. Buuuut I'm also not gonna tell Sof and Ryza. Sof could tell the other girls and Ryza could tell Heather. I think I'm gonna keep this one to myself.. b/c what peeps don't know won't hurt em!

Sof winning PoV was bittersweet. I'm happy nobody is coming down b/c it could have been any of Zach, me or Ryan going up and I think I prefer Heather and Nick up! I like both of em but out of the 4, those 2 are the ones I feel the least connected to. I think I'm gonna be evicting Nick b/c I think he has lil connections to the other side but also our side and that's more dangerous than Heather. I think Heather is more personable and friendly, has a better social game and is better at competishes.. but I know she'd have my back over peeps like Candice and Neda and I can't say the same for my buddy Nick..

Neda continues to try and bug me but I'm not gonna let her get to me (: The good news now tho is that if I win HoH she knows her booty is going up! I told Boog I'd go after Neda and she understood why and Neda knows I'd go after her too. I'm sure Neda is a lot of fun outside the game and is fun to be around but she and I never got close in the game and the jokes she tries to make with peeps she's really close to don't translate the same to me.. someone she isn't close to! She can be a lil offensive and rude! I know my other nom would be Brian or Candice. I told Brian I know he was trying to get me outta the game last round and he denied aha but I'm p sure he was. I had it confirmed by diffo peeps! Candice and me don't talk.. I think she's comfy in w/e lil deals or ships she made earlier!