Post by hayley on Jul 24, 2015 20:47:56 GMT -5
Well..... I'm here. This Australian bombshell's game has finally come to an end! I am really devastated actually. This game has been so fun but so frustrating to fight round after round to avoid being evicted and this last round I just couldn't do it!
I'm actually kind of angry with some people even though I'm trying to remind myself it's just a game. People like Memphis, Heaven and Zach were all people I liked and had their backs and I really feel like they just suddenly decided I was their enemy and spat in my face and it hurts!
I'm a classy gurl and I'll get through this though... I hate feeling so bitter and upset! It's not like me and it makes me think that maybe I was a little too emotionally attached to some of the people in this game. LOL I honestly think I've been kind of having a lonely summer and a lot of the relationships I made with people I think I mistook them for being genuine friendships and forgot that I was actually playing a game where people were using me to advance themselves. So that is probably my biggest mistake and why I probably feel this way!
Anyway, enough with the negatives! I LOVED this game so much! The challenges and twists were so fun! And I loved so much playing with such a diverse and strong cast. I know I was a hot mess at times but being on the block so many times really helped me realize I can play the game and I'm a GOOD player!
And thank you so much to the hosts! Kat and Shir you know I love you two like no other and I think you are SO good at hosting and coming up with amazing competitions and twists. Kat thank you SO MUCH for stalking me on facebook and getting me to come back to play! And the HGs thank you so much for liking my ramblings in my Diary Room and hosting me in the comps. It meant a lot to me to know you liked my posts and I knew I was doing something right!
Anyway, this Aussie gurl is out! Rise and Fall you will always hold a special place in my heart! I'm excited to see how the rest of the game plays out and see a winner crowned!
I'm actually kind of angry with some people even though I'm trying to remind myself it's just a game. People like Memphis, Heaven and Zach were all people I liked and had their backs and I really feel like they just suddenly decided I was their enemy and spat in my face and it hurts!
I'm a classy gurl and I'll get through this though... I hate feeling so bitter and upset! It's not like me and it makes me think that maybe I was a little too emotionally attached to some of the people in this game. LOL I honestly think I've been kind of having a lonely summer and a lot of the relationships I made with people I think I mistook them for being genuine friendships and forgot that I was actually playing a game where people were using me to advance themselves. So that is probably my biggest mistake and why I probably feel this way!
Anyway, enough with the negatives! I LOVED this game so much! The challenges and twists were so fun! And I loved so much playing with such a diverse and strong cast. I know I was a hot mess at times but being on the block so many times really helped me realize I can play the game and I'm a GOOD player!
And thank you so much to the hosts! Kat and Shir you know I love you two like no other and I think you are SO good at hosting and coming up with amazing competitions and twists. Kat thank you SO MUCH for stalking me on facebook and getting me to come back to play! And the HGs thank you so much for liking my ramblings in my Diary Room and hosting me in the comps. It meant a lot to me to know you liked my posts and I knew I was doing something right!
Anyway, this Aussie gurl is out! Rise and Fall you will always hold a special place in my heart! I'm excited to see how the rest of the game plays out and see a winner crowned!
Thank you for the kind words 
We loved having you back again 
You actually did improve this season re: competitions which was nice to see!