It's no secret that you are one of the better players in the game. It's unfortunate to see you here as you did care so much about the game which we appreciate a lot. Sorry that people lied to you about the vote but be proud that you are evicted for being a threat as you are somewhat of a complete package. Your alliance just seemed to have bad luck week after week Thanks so much for coming back to play Here are some questions that we would love for you to answer!
1. Why do you think you weren't able to get the votes against Nick? Why do you feel betrayed by Zach?
2. What made you go for POV instead of HOH (re: auction)?
3. You mention how people are getting 'pretty nasty'. Who are you referring to and what exactly do you mean?
4. Why do you think Boog nominated you against Nick over others (i.e Zach, Ryan & Heaven)? Do you think there was anything you could have done to repair your relationship with Boog?
5. Do you think this was a wrong move for some of the houseguests?
6. Did you pee in a bottle during the endurance?
7. Do you have any regrets?
8. Who do you want to see leave next?
9. Who do you want to win? Who do you think will win?
First of all thanks so much for the kind words! It really means a lot! I don't feel like some amazing player right now but seriously, it's a huge compliment to be told that I was a standout in a game of this size, not to mention in an AS season.
1. Why do you think you weren't able to get the votes against Nick? Why do you feel betrayed by Zach?
I was not confident at all this week. It was really bad timing for me and while Boog pretended to hear me out, I don't think she was ever truly listening.
If Boog really wanted Nick to leave then she should have put Zach up next to him. I suspected that Nick and Zach had a sort of 'Renegades' style bromance going on, and they're both awesome players too obviously; they're both very persuasive. I felt that while I was sort of running at half speed (being out of town and busy) the two of them were putting in major work as a team. Nick has such a hold on 'The Coven,' but especially Candice in particular. It's really pathetic for lack of a better term; we (Nick, Zach and I) would make fun of it all the time, how in love with Nick she was. Nick clearly doesn't give a damn about Candice in this game, but he can continue to snap his fingers and she'll keep on running back. Nick said it best himself, he's like an awful ex-boyfriend to 'The Coven' and yet they never seem to learn. Shame on them but good for Nick.
I felt betrayed by Zach in the moment but ultimately I suspected that his loyalty would be to Nick in the end so it's fine. I figured that they had an F2. If things had gone our way I'm confident that they would have wanted to go nearly the distance with me (like Final Four.) I'm more frustrated than anything because Zach was gonna be set regardless of who stayed, but he chose to insert himself and steer the vote against me and that hurts... I still love him though.
2. What made you go for POV instead of HOH (re: auction)?
I figured that Zach would go for it and I didn't want to cancel him out. Part of it was selfish too, I was hoping to win the Power of Veto to save myself if the HOH outcome was bad. Oops.
3. You mention how people are getting 'pretty nasty'. Who are you referring to and what exactly do you mean?
'The Coven' in particular is who I was referring to. They really led me on this round, especially Boog and Floptina. Matt too is a pretty malevolent player who lies just for the sake of lying. The way Matt tried to set Brian up last round was pretty disgusting.
4. Why do you think Boog nominated you against Nick over others (i.e Zach, Ryan & Heaven)? Do you think there was anything you could have done to repair your relationship with Boog?
Boog is a vengeful little thing and is definitely being manipulated by far superior players! I knew that I wasn't a safe pawn at all. Her reasoning for putting me up was taken directly from something that Sofia said to Zach the week prior, about how pissed she (Sofia) was that Nick picked me to play in the Veto Comp. So yeah... I believe that Boog's noms were highly influenced by Sofia (who was influenced herself by Zach.)
Ultimately, while I tried, I don't think that there was anything that I could have done to repair my relationship with Boog. You all watched Boog play in Season 10. She's a vindictive hypocrite and she should be embarrassed by how she carries herself when things don't go her way. She's also extremely smug when she's in power. It's funny that she talked about karma too in her nomination speech. She's gonna find out what real karma is very soon.
5. Do you think this was a wrong move for some of the houseguests?
I'm not sure that it was the wrong move per se for any of them to get rid of me. I know that I'm a threat. That being said, I do believe that some of the remaining players are very misguided. If they really believe that Nick is gonna be some anti-'Trio' warrior from here on out... then yikes! They are even dumber than I thought.
Nick and I were interchangeable position-wise really, diverging only in the fact that I would have been more upfront with people had I stayed. Nick doesn't really care who he has to lie to or ignore or blow off to accomplish his goals and while I have nothing wrong with that because this is Big Brother, it's only showcasing how stupid some of them are that they keep falling for it. Nick and Zach told people what they wanted to hear this week, that they'd take down Heaven, Ryan and Sofia, but it's not that cut-and-dry. It never has been.
6. Did you pee in a bottle during the endurance?
LMAO. No. I did not! I had five minute in between posts to pee, which I did a lot by the way! I drank so much coffee in those 22.5 hours!
7. Do you have any regrets?
I have absolutely no regrets! I played my heart out and I made my own decisions at every turn. I wouldn't change a thing. Even though I think that orchestrating the votes to save Ryan during my first HOH reign definitely landed me in some hot water, it was still the best decision that I ever made across two seasons; I'd do it all over again in a heartbeat.
8. Who do you want to see leave next?
Any of 'The Coven,' take your pick. They are all equally awful in their own special way. If I had to choose then I'd say Floptina, just because she really led me on from the moment that Boog won HOH.
9. Who do you want to win? Who do you think will win?
I want Ryan to win (sorry Nick and Zach!) Ryan is my absolute favorite. I love, love, love him. Once Memphis was gone I wanted it to be us two at the end together. We had great chemistry even if it was all platonic. I'm also really rooting for Heaven too. She was an angel to me in my dying hours and I won't forget that. Nick, Sofia and Zach are also all playing top notch games and are showing why they deserved to be cast so I'd be happy with any of them winning as well. I think that Sofia or Zach will ultimately win this game.