Post by memphis on Sept 9, 2015 12:18:03 GMT -5
This was a fun game even thought I played like an idiot. Honestly, I'm so embarrassed by the way I handled myself in this game- first being conned by g0 and her alts and then by Zach. Looking back, there are so many things I would have changed about my gameplay. That said, I do not regret playing at all because I met some truly amazing people that I probably wouldn't have met or gotten closer to if it wasn't for this game. and I have a couple of things to say to a few people...
heather - You were my rock this game. I would have gone crazy if you weren't here. What I love about our friendship is that it was so instant. From our first conversation I knew we were going to be great allies and amazing friends. There was no awkward small talk like there usually is at the beginning of ORGs. After a couple conversations, it felt like we had been friends for years <3 Instant BFFs! At one point after AS3, I heavily considered not playing this game but I'm so glad I did because if I hadn't, you and I never wouldn't have become as close as we are now! You were also an amazing player in this game and don't for a second think that you weren't! I'll never forget the 19 hours we spent on Skype during the endurance competition. Ily <3
shilpa - I've made a lot of mistakes in this game but I really think my biggest was letting Zach cloud my perception of you gamewise (not personally!) and voting to evict you. I really wish I had voted to keep you in the game and I'm sorry that I didn't listen when you told me this game would end up like AS3 because you were 100% right. I've had so much fun getting to know you post-game <3 and it really makes me sad knowing what could have been in this game had you stayed and we teamed up! You're a great person and our daily chats always put a smile on my face! Me and you chilling at AS3 Ponderosa Britney + Mariah 4 lyfe <3 P.S - I'm also sorry for mis-spelling your name "Shipla" for the entire game, lol.
candice - Similar to Heather, there was really no awkward small talk when we first met. A few conversations in and we were sending each other tumblr gifs and thirsting over Chris Pratt <3 I think you and I are similar players in regards to playing with our emotions and sadly some people take advantage of that. But do not let it get to you! It shows that you're a nice and caring person. You played an amazing game and imo was a real contender to win after the reset. I wish you and I could have worked something out and that is certainly on the long laundry list of things I regret in this game.
Brittany - I was so sad that you were evicted so early in the game because I was really looking forward to playing with you! Don't let this discourage you, especially considering your first two ORGs were being manipulated by one person. I have no doubt in my mind you would have won RNF7! With your social game, I think you have potential to be one of the best ORG players ever!
Zach - Wow, so you really did not give two shits about me in this game, huh? I don't know why I'm so surprised since people told me this would happen but I guess I thought I was different. Guess not. You and I have been friends 7 years now and I feel like you totally used my friendship and my loyalty to your own selfish advantage. Then when I needed you, you were nowhere to be found. You kept so much information from me in this game, for reasons I don't even know. No matter what you say, I don't think there's a proper excuse for it, because you know the kind of player I am. You know that I am always 100% loyal to my friends, even if it results in my own downfall, like it did in this game. I honestly thought our final 2 was real but obviously it was COMPLETELY FAKE on your end. Even when Heather talked about final 2 scenarios, I was very careful with my wording because I wanted to stay loyal to the agreement you and I made. and now I feel like a complete DUMBASS. So thank you for that. And what makes it even worse is the post-game lying. I asked if you had a final two with Nick after I was evicted, and you denied it. I was going to find out anyway? You flaunted your final 2 graphic in the final eviction like a big shot (remember our final 2 alliance graphic? lmao yeah). Whatever. I'll get over it. I'm not going to let his game ruin our friendship outside of it - but I want you to know, you really fucking hurt me.
Thank you Kat and Shir for hosting this game! I really hope you guys continue with this series because it is easily one of the best BB series in the ORG community. You guys put so much work into it and I think we all appreciate it. Thank you for letting me play RNF6 and for choosing me to play in All Stars! You guys are the best! and a big thank you to all the HC staff! Whether you liked me or not, I look forward to reading what you guys thought of the game!
heather - You were my rock this game. I would have gone crazy if you weren't here. What I love about our friendship is that it was so instant. From our first conversation I knew we were going to be great allies and amazing friends. There was no awkward small talk like there usually is at the beginning of ORGs. After a couple conversations, it felt like we had been friends for years <3 Instant BFFs! At one point after AS3, I heavily considered not playing this game but I'm so glad I did because if I hadn't, you and I never wouldn't have become as close as we are now! You were also an amazing player in this game and don't for a second think that you weren't! I'll never forget the 19 hours we spent on Skype during the endurance competition. Ily <3
shilpa - I've made a lot of mistakes in this game but I really think my biggest was letting Zach cloud my perception of you gamewise (not personally!) and voting to evict you. I really wish I had voted to keep you in the game and I'm sorry that I didn't listen when you told me this game would end up like AS3 because you were 100% right. I've had so much fun getting to know you post-game <3 and it really makes me sad knowing what could have been in this game had you stayed and we teamed up! You're a great person and our daily chats always put a smile on my face! Me and you chilling at AS3 Ponderosa Britney + Mariah 4 lyfe <3 P.S - I'm also sorry for mis-spelling your name "Shipla" for the entire game, lol.
candice - Similar to Heather, there was really no awkward small talk when we first met. A few conversations in and we were sending each other tumblr gifs and thirsting over Chris Pratt <3 I think you and I are similar players in regards to playing with our emotions and sadly some people take advantage of that. But do not let it get to you! It shows that you're a nice and caring person. You played an amazing game and imo was a real contender to win after the reset. I wish you and I could have worked something out and that is certainly on the long laundry list of things I regret in this game.
Brittany - I was so sad that you were evicted so early in the game because I was really looking forward to playing with you! Don't let this discourage you, especially considering your first two ORGs were being manipulated by one person. I have no doubt in my mind you would have won RNF7! With your social game, I think you have potential to be one of the best ORG players ever!
Zach - Wow, so you really did not give two shits about me in this game, huh? I don't know why I'm so surprised since people told me this would happen but I guess I thought I was different. Guess not. You and I have been friends 7 years now and I feel like you totally used my friendship and my loyalty to your own selfish advantage. Then when I needed you, you were nowhere to be found. You kept so much information from me in this game, for reasons I don't even know. No matter what you say, I don't think there's a proper excuse for it, because you know the kind of player I am. You know that I am always 100% loyal to my friends, even if it results in my own downfall, like it did in this game. I honestly thought our final 2 was real but obviously it was COMPLETELY FAKE on your end. Even when Heather talked about final 2 scenarios, I was very careful with my wording because I wanted to stay loyal to the agreement you and I made. and now I feel like a complete DUMBASS. So thank you for that. And what makes it even worse is the post-game lying. I asked if you had a final two with Nick after I was evicted, and you denied it. I was going to find out anyway? You flaunted your final 2 graphic in the final eviction like a big shot (remember our final 2 alliance graphic? lmao yeah). Whatever. I'll get over it. I'm not going to let his game ruin our friendship outside of it - but I want you to know, you really fucking hurt me.
Thank you Kat and Shir for hosting this game! I really hope you guys continue with this series because it is easily one of the best BB series in the ORG community. You guys put so much work into it and I think we all appreciate it. Thank you for letting me play RNF6 and for choosing me to play in All Stars! You guys are the best! and a big thank you to all the HC staff! Whether you liked me or not, I look forward to reading what you guys thought of the game!
