That was the best feeling I've had this entire game! I was such a walking meltdown before I won. I like never win veto competitions when I am nominated - I feel it's been so long since I have saved myself that way. Usually I crack under pressure so that was an unexpected surprise. I was watching Janelle wins competitions like woah videos to get my confidence back.
I don't know if people suspect I won either. People might think I was saved. Heather mentioned she was surprised she didn't win and thinks maybe Nick won and saved me. Like the thought of me winning never crossed her mind ;o
HEAVEN GETTING NOMINATED. WAS a huuuuge shocker. I had an idea that maybe Sofia was being set up.....but the fact the TRIO lost that HoH is crazy. Everyone pretty much felt this confirmed Mike as the HoH. I believe that. He made an alliance with me prior to the comp but nominated me to help disguise me from thinking it was him or some shit. I know he doesn't want me end game. I am coming after him hard.
It's interesting that Heather and I went up. I feel like Heaven was the intended backdoor target the whole time, but if nominations stuck, the HoH was fine with us leaving. I revealed so much to Heather about the BRODOWN SHOWDOWN SUICIDE SQUAD FAKE AS FUCK ALLIANCE that I feared she would use it against me if we both were up there post veto.
My enemies are easily looking to be Mike, Candice, and Boog right now. Shout out to Matt/Keith! Sofia and I have a rocky relationship so abruptly. Now with Heaven leaving, who was trying to help mend it, that is no good for me. It sucks that I now have to vote between Heaven and Heather. I unfortunately included Heaven in the list of people I suspected as possible HoH, fearing Sofia got in her ear or something. I feel bad about that so it is nice to see it wasn't her. Deep down I didn't think it was. I think Heaven is gonna get a landslide of votes...so would it be so bad if I gave her mine? Without Heather knowing? Heaven has always been a closer ally to me in this game. Heather and I started getting closer after Shilpa left and I almost destroyed my game for her by voting Rachelle out. I think if I keep Heaven it would be an 8-3 vote. I can't see Heaven getting 6 votes. Sofia is gonna be pissed regardless because I bet she thinks I could get the numbers. There is no way.
There is no way I can campaign for Heaven, it won't work. I told Heaven and Sofia I'd fight for them unlike Rachelle but HOW? Especially when it's against Heather. If it was almost anyone else I would but there is no way this can happen. I'll wait and see what happens tomorrow with the votes. I will be shocked if anyone considers evicting Heather. As far as I know, Nick-Memphis-Keith-Candice-Neda-Boog-Matt-Brian-Mike* have all said they were evicting Heaven.
For now I am probably gonna tell both of them they have my vote. Fuuuuuuuuuck.
hartattackbb so I did get to wondering 2:10 PMhartattackbb and I want your take on it 2:12 PMhartattackbb I've just sort of figured for a few rounds Neda/Boog/Candice have some trio thing going on, but didn't want to say anything in case people thought either A. I was crazy, or B. that everyone knew but you weren't supposed to talk about it 2:21 PMZach Rance they def are lol 2:21 PMZach Rance 100% 2:22 PMhartattackbb oh so it WAS B lol 2:22 PMhartattackbb of course, follow up question would be rather they'd bring in sofia for 4 2:23 PMZach Rance what led you to think this? 2:23 PMZach Rance i could see it 2:24 PMhartattackbb Oh, I had some down time, forgot what I was going to put in a DR, so kind of stared blankly at the memory wall trying to remember, then was like "oh, there'll only be 5 girls left after this" 2:24 PMZach Rance yeah neda mentioned that last night
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That outcome was basically the best possible result on both ends. The feeling is not as great as winning the veto last week, but it ranks up there on one of the best days for my game so far. You have no idea how different the dynamic is with Heaven back in as both an ally and target for others. I feel much safer and protected. Before she came back I was feeling pretty vulnerable. In a perfect world, it was Nicole or Heaven returning. Of all those Pre-Jurors I am fortunate enough it's one of them. If it was trASH i'd need Dr. Ramona and medical care asap.
Of course I'd rather none of them have come back. Even my ally Heaven. It's one more round to add to this game and one position lower. Heaven was a difficult person to get out, so I'm sure people are fired up about this. The downside is she is someone I may need to face in a competition I need to win later on. It's so much better than Chris returning, who I was convinced was coming back. He almost did!! (I'm not crazy) I couldn't imagine a more boring result than Chris. The replacement of the replacement returns? Then joins Boog and Candice. Yuck Yuck yuck. I was not a fan of the HOH twist (sorry) because I felt that the evictees had higher stakes to want to win that competition than we the players did. BUT HEAVEN WON WITH LIKE 4 HOURS LMAO WHAT THE HELL. That is so embarassing. For myself, I threw it because I did not know who to nominate and felt that Heather or Memphis would pull out a win. If I knew a Pre-Juror could win I would have MADE time. The last thing in this game I wanted was to be at the mercy of someone I already successfully took out. Heather and Memphis have been praying for an endurance and this competition is better suited for them to win so I can play next week. It worked out perfectly so I have to be happy with how things went. I'm very fortunate it did go smoothly. Heather is HoH.
With Heather as the HOH and Heaven returning, I am laughing at the mystery HoH. They must be so irritated. We all feel it's Mike. He posts stupid things like "I wasted all of those hours!" Who is he trying to fool? Maybe it ISN'T him but he comes off really shady and like he is trying to shake the suspicion. He already knows we all suspect him...I pretty much told him to his face. So long as he continues to say things to imply it wasn't him as HOH, the more silly he comes off to the rest of us.
Right now the plan is to evict Mike. We have a probable 5 of 11 votes secured..meaning we'd need one more. Heather wants to do Matt as a pawn. Nominating Matt is much less of a guarantee than nominating one of the Coven. (Neda/Candice/Boog) I'm surprised Heather isn't really considering backdooring Sofia strongly. I think it's better for me if she doesn't. Despite Sofia being keenly aware of all our relationships. Ultimately I see Mike in danger and if he comes off, Boog or Sofia are people I see Heather picking from. Sofia threw Boog under the bus to Heather so she is going to confront her if Mike comes down. Heather seems pretty set in her decision. I would have probably nominated Candice alongside Mike to ensure Neda/Boog's votes go in the right direction. If the plans fails....Matt leaving is not awful but it doesn't help Heather/My allies in the next HoH.
My only awkward situation is the penis alliance thingy whatever dick thing I'm in. I don't want Mike/Matt exposing that post veto if they stay as noms. It's so gross being involved in it but I'll have to handle that cautiously if I see it's at risk of being talked about. I clearly don't take that group seriously. Otherwise this is probably the most relaxing week for me. I don't have to get blood on my hands and a target of mine will hopefully leave. INB4 TWISTS.
God I messed up at the very end of one of my earlier ones and could have had a much better time. That was HARD! Especially the 5 second things. No matter what the outcome for me is personally good. If I win POV? (Which I do not think is likely) Good it goes to my record. If I don't win POV? Good I don't have to "break" my silly alliance with Matt and Mike by not using it. Either way 19 mins to 27 mins, I don't think that is gonna cut it. I am normally pretty good at these types too. I just laggggged. BUMMER.