Neda's Diary Room

[pyramidhead]

Jul 25, 2015 14:10:17 GMT -5 Neda said:

I need production to take care of my injured middle finger!

*chops finger off*

There

[Neda]

Jul 26, 2015 0:26:50 GMT -5 pyramidhead said:

Jul 25, 2015 14:10:17 GMT -5 Neda said:

I need production to take care of my injured middle finger!

*chops finger off*

There

I want to perform this! 

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[Neda]

Wow power shift my ass! Ugh this week started out great with Boog and Heather winning. I was certain they would put the power players on the block. Sofia/Mike winning veto shouldn’t have been the end of the world. Heather could nominate Heaven/Zach. But does she? NO! Are you freaking kidding me?? She puts up Rachelle/Hayley and randomly starts targeting Rachelle. Now I have been worried about Rachelle becoming a long term threat in this game but get Heaven out before her! It was very weird though she was hardcore gunning for Rachelle and it came out of nowhere. Then I hear Heather wants to keep Ryan? I guess they are friends?! I feel like I know nothing in this game anymore. This round was very eye opening with Heather. I thought I could trust her after Shilpa left. But she just seems very shady in my opinion. Also a moron might I add for nominating Rachelle/Hayley.

Basically the vote became Hayley vs Ryan. Brian was pretty much safe and Rachelle was dead in the waters. It also shocked me how everyone turned on Rachelle. That was really fucked up to see how no one considered to keep her. What did she do? She messaged me saying she could have 6 votes and I felt so bad for her. I had to be honest with her because I couldn’t give her false hope. I said listen no one has told me they want to keep you. I felt like she should know and not be clueless when it comes to the eviction.

So why isn’t Ryan dead in the waters? It was funny he was messaging people like crazy. Okay so know you care about the game? Where were you a month ago? Like now you decide to talk to everyone. Of course Zach wants to keep Ryan because he is a bigger target than he is. Mike is campaigning hard for Ryan to leave and I agree with Mike. This is honestly a once in a lifetime to get Ryan out now. We cannot miss this opportunity. Want to know what is really shady? Everyone was like yeah lets get the trio out! When it comes time to actually do it, you say oh Ryan is loyal? Are you fucking kidding me?! NICK!!! UGH! Like honestly if the rest of this game is just going to hand the power to these people then why am I here? I refuse to just give these people what they want.



Mike, Matt, Candice and myself knew what exactly to do with the vote. I am so done with Nick and his little loyalty to Ryan. Which he never told me about. Seriously! DONE!!! Of course Memphis is going to rally up and do whatever Zach wants. I fucking hate Memphis! Keith posting I tried to help you Hayley. Bitch please you evicted Brian and not Ryan. You could have saved her. I thought it was funny how I voted to evict Rachelle who told Sofia to use the veto on me. I voted to evict Ryan who used the veto on me! Oops!

Not being able to trust Nick or Heather anymore in this game, makes me realize I cannot trust anyone. I even want to keep my distance with Candice and Boog. Maybe I will just talk to Matt about movies. Because I am done and over these people.

[Neda]

Okay so I legit injured my finger from all these competitions. I woke up after doing HOH and my finger was swollen. Like I am not even making this up. I cannot bend my finger and it hurts! I can barely write with a pen. This is honestly the last thing I need right now. Am freaking injured middle finger on my left hand.

So the twist this week is Blackout! Right away this is great news for things that I want to happen in this game. This is the perfect round to get rid of a power player. For the freaking cowards who are scared to reveal who they really and truly want out of this game. I swear if this HOH does not use this opportunity then I don’t know anymore. The nominations are revealed and……


OHHHHH MY GOD!!! Is this real? I was not expecting Zach to get nominated at all! This is great because now Zach can squirm and not think he owns the throne. With Zach and Heather nominated you can narrow it down to who is HOH. Majority think it is Candice or Sofia. Most likely Sofia because I can’t see Candice winning that competition. It makes sense if it is Sofia and she low key wants Zach out.

This is what Heather gets for making a dumb ass move last round. You did this to yourself! Of course I am being fake with her and saying everything you want to hear when you are nominated. Same goes with Zach but I am being extra fake. I am trying to hide my excitement while I talk to him. Saying this sucks and how he already has my vote. This is going to turn out bad if he finds out I am against him. If the eviction was right now I will be evicting Zach. I hope these people take this chance now to get him out. I swear if Nick decides to keep Zach because he is “loyal” then get the fuck out bitch. Because everything you said want in this game was a damn lie. I do think Zach has more loyalty to me then Heather but so what.

[Neda]

So one of my pet peeves is when people do things for attention. Especially doing something with no purpose. So last round Boog posted the Blackout album cover. Why? Obviously you are trying to kiss ass and get people to still remember you are here. So I decided to ask her about and she is totally sarcastic with me. Making me even more annoyed with her. Like either delete the post or admit you did it for attention. I also go to Candice about it and she makes it even worse by being sarcastic. I am seriously annoyed with the both of them and do not look forward in working with them anymore at this point. Like even if you like Britney why post it? This isn’t a Britney forum. I just have a hard time seeing this wasn’t to get attention and kiss ass. I do not like people like that she better not continue to do shit like that.

[pyramidhead]

alol, literally cackled at the conversation. also ew at the finger thing. dont be nasty. bitch.

[kevin]

That finger cannot be unseen :\

[Neda]

Jul 28, 2015 21:44:12 GMT -5 pyramidhead said:

alol, literally cackled at the conversation. also ew at the finger thing. dont be nasty. bitch.

Can you housecalls as Deana. You come off very aggressive as pyramid head!

[Neda]

Omg there was a fire at my job today! Yall could have lost me

[pyramidhead]

Wow. Why couldn't it be you, nasty skank./aggressive
j/k i'm glad you didn't burn the place down gj

[Neda]

Jul 30, 2015 1:22:14 GMT -5 pyramidhead said:

Wow. Why couldn't it be you, nasty skank./aggressive
j/k i'm glad you didn't burn the place down gj

Sorry to disappoint DOLL

[pyramidhead]

Jul 30, 2015 1:24:45 GMT -5 Neda said:

Jul 30, 2015 1:22:14 GMT -5 pyramidhead said:

Wow. Why couldn't it be you, nasty skank./aggressive
j/k i'm glad you didn't burn the place down gj

Sorry to disappoint DOLL

Aw ty ik im a doll:)

[Neda]

So what was the point of blackout week? You know that dream you have while you sleep to only wake up and realize it was just a dream. Heaven being evicted was just dream. Things were finally starting to go our way and now it’s back to where we started. This is so ridiculous!

Heather wins HOH and I feel safe. I don’t see her nominating me at all but I know I am not going to agree with her nominations. I am personally sick of Heather and her game moves. She nominates Mike and Matt which I thought was stupid. What you think you aren’t on Sofia’s radar anymore? Please. When it comes between Mike and Matt, Mike is the clear vote to keep. Mike can win challenges and will make moves against the power house side. Matt is just going to float into the background and not be anyones target.

Zach comes and talks to me about the vote. My mind is already decided that I am keeping Mike and he is not for it at all. He asks if he can tell me some juicy information to get me to change my mind. It was so desperate honestly and his reasons to keep Matt were stupid. He tried to scare me into keeping Matt by saying how I will be the next pawn and always get nominated. Okay Zach! Then he tells me that Mike, Brian, Matt and Zach had an alliance. Okay? I am so over him trying to dictate my decisions in this game.

After I shut him down about me keeping Matt. He confronts me about my alliance with Candice and Boog. I didn’t deny the alliance because he would know I am lying. He starts calling us the coven and he thought Sofia was with us. So that shows me that he has some more doubt about Sofia in this game. Since he wanted to confront me about my alliance, I thought why not confront him. I asked him how long does he plan to work with Sofia, Heaven and Ryan. He said something about how until they will evict him. He is such a fucking cocky dumbass. Thinking with a snap of a finger he can get rid of them. I really hope they turn on him before he turns on them.

So this is where things got heated between me and Zach. Randomly he tells me he is voting to keep Mike. Right away I know he is full of shit! I even tell him that he is full of shit. So for people to know he is a liar let me tell Mike, that Zach is going to keep him. He asks me if I told anyone about his vote to keep Mike and I said yeah Mike! He gets super pissed at me and flips out. That just confirmed that he was lying about keeping Mike and just wanted to mess with me. He goes on a rant how I have been doing the opposite of what he wants in this game. Which is true and how I am going forward in this game. Anything Zach and his side wants to happen I am doing the opposite.

I feel like Zach thought that Candice was turning me against him. Which is funny because I am the one who told Candice about Zach. LMAO! I feel like he thought if Candice would leave this game then he would have my vote. Which is not the case and now he knows it. I might have know put a big target on myself against Zach but I don’t care. I am not going to just let him think he can play or use me. I am going to stick up for myself and not put up with his bullshit. But do you know who is? FUCKING NICK! Nick is doing everything Zach wants in this game and we both had an agreement we wouldn’t let him. Nick is playing both sides and he is a little rat.

My trust with Nick is fading away. You keep Ryan and now you are keeping Matt. The thing is Nick is always scared to tell me things I do not want to hear. Nick tells me when the time is right he will go against Zach but it looks like that won’t be happening anytime soon. If Nick crosses me again then I will blow up his game with Zach.

I am trying to get Sofia to help me out in this game. Sofia seems smart enough to realize that now is the time to go against Zach. I mention to her the alliance of Zach, Memphis, Nick, Heather and Keith. I am hoping she wins this HOH and does something that is needed for this game. Everyone else will do what Zach wants by nominating Candice and Boog or maybe even Candice and myself now.

I probably made things harder on myself by speaking out but I refuse to just be walked all over. I came into this game with the mindset to not let the power players continue to run every all star game. And I will be leaving this game that way.

[Neda]

My mouth is going to get me evicted this week!

[Neda]

boog candice keith Sofia Valentine-Dutz

Please let one of these people win HOH! Or me!