Neda's Diary Room

[Neda]

OHHHH MY GOD!! I feel like I can take a sigh of relief now. MY PRAYERS CIRCLE WORKED! I have never wanted Sofia to win a competition so badly before. This was the first time I was happy she is a competition beast. I was able to have a good open conversation with her before results. I needed to make sure she wasn’t going to listen to Zach and go after my “coven” (I guess I will be calling us that). She knows there are way bigger targets than us 3 to go after. I was able to ask her questions I was curious about such as her relationship with Rachelle. She admits to me they did have a final 2 together. She revealed that she is close with Heaven and how she is a third wheel with Ryan in the picture. I do feel like I am in the same situation with Boog and Candice but I got more important things to worry about now.

So I know I am 100% safe with Sofia’s nominations. But now I have to worry about this MVP. The past few rounds always start out great for me and then they turn into shit. Heather and Boog winning I thought a power shift happened but Rachelle/Hayley freaking left. Heaven gets evicted to only come right back! So I can’t get my hopes up this week that someone from Zachs side will leave. Zach has told almost the whole house that me, Candice and Boog are working together for weeks now. So I am going to tell everyone you, Memphis, Nick, and Heather have a final 4 together. I don’t know if its true but I know they are working together. My relationship with Zach has gotten so awkward where we don’t even talk to each other anymore. I have been bad mouthing the shit out of him to the entire house. When I am angry at someone I can’t keep it in and I need to let everyone know I am positive it will get back to him and I am ready for the fall out.

Something that bothered me with Mike getting evicted was Brians vote. I mean how stupid can you be? Seriously Brian??? You are going to trust and side with Zach. A guy who you know has talked shit about you in and OUTSIDE this game. I can’t get over the fact Brian is so weak minded. Speaking of weak minded, FUCKING MATT! He tells Sofia she should target myself, Boog, Candice or Keith since we evicted him. Wait not Heather? NOT FUCKING HEATHER?! Heather the one who NOMINATED YOU AGAINST YOUR CLOSEST ALLEY?! Why are these idiots in this game. Idiots who have no common sense. UGH so they already have Matt lined up as a number. I really wish Mike talked to Matt before he left.

Sofias nominations were amazing. Those would have been my nominations and I will tell you why. Obviously I have had it out for Memphis since he talked shit about me and plus he has never been on the block. Plus he is so tight with Zach and will never consider to flip on him. Nick has been getting on my last nerves. He is suppose to be my final 2 but he is telling Zach everything I tell him! He is playing both sides and he always hides from me during voting. He knows I will not like the way he is voting so he avoids my wrath. I can’t work with someone who is not going to be straight forward with me.

I hear Zach is freaking out over the MVP which is music to my ears. That means none of his allies got it and I can breathe! If Zach is worried then I shouldn’t be. And what do you know? Zach gets nominated! BEST NOMINATIONS OF THE ENTIRE SEASON! I don’t feel sorry for Nick at all even though he thinks I am so sad he is up. Like Sofia said he made his bed! You should have listened to me and kept Mike. Instead of making excuses why you can’t talk about the vote and saying how busy you are. Telling me you voted Mike out after results like the biggest coward ever.



With Nick, Memphis and Zach on the block. I have a feeling Zach may win veto or actually survive this week. I damaged my relationship with him by not keeping my mouth shut. I need to repair it but also stick by with what I stand for. I don’t plan on working with him at all but I have to let him think I will. Incase he does win an HOH I am not on his radar. I basically clear the air with him and how it was fucked up that he tried to start a fight with me while I was hungover. I told him my concerns about him wanting to control my vote and shit. This talk is just to protect my ass incase he stays and wins HOH next. If I have any power to get him evicted this week then he will be leaving. But I do think it is smarter if Memphis leaves this week. We don’t fucking talk and he is well connected. If Nick does end up getting evicted then oh well. Nick is so panicked and now he comes to me saying how much he needs me this week. Like bitch fuck off! You almost fucked me over with your vote and being two faced as fuck. DONE!

[Neda]

[Neda]

Okay now it is time to talk votes. Thrilled the veto wasn’t used this round because these nominations were perfect for my game. Nick is in a vulnerable position and needs coven to save him this round. Without a doubt saving Nick is best case. He needs to cut the shit he has been doing moving forward. Counting the votes coven will save Nick so that is 3 votes. It is pretty obvious Heather and Keith will save Memphis so that is 2 votes. Heaven and Brian will save Zach and that makes 2 votes for him. According to Nick, Matt will save either Zach or Nick. Which makes me think they do have Matt as a number. At this point Ryan can either save Nick or Zach and that will seal Memphis’s fate. Which is great for me because I can slowly repair my relationship with Zach and get Nick more solid with me.

This round has been a good turn around for me. Finally the power shift I have been asking for all game happened. I still do not trust Nick and Zach together. I feel like there is a Sofia vs Zach war brewing soon. Nick mentioned how me, Candice, Zach and himself should Skype soon. Ummm I do not want an alliance like that happening at all. Because that just means Nick won’t turn on Zach. UGH! Why the fuck are you being so loyal to him?! Zach needs to cut the trio because he has become a bigger target then they are now.

[Neda]

Mhmmmm catching onto some attention whores

[Neda]

I mean they were right?! 

WTF was Matts?!

Brian people looked nothing like the characters in the game!

[Neda]

So while everyone is talking game and nominations with Nick. Figuring out who MVP is and shit. I have just been talking shit about everyones comics.

[Shir]

Madatyou

[Neda]

Jesus do I have to take it way back when Nick won HOH? I guess I can do a short summary of what my thoughts were during that round. So Nick won HOH and I know that I am safe. He tells me his target is Sofia. If you want to get rid of Sofia then Heaven and Ryan need to get nominated first. Sofia has to get backdoored simple as that. But nooooo Nick has loyalties to Heaven and Ryan blah blah blah. He reveals that Boog is a close alley of Sofia which totally throws me off. The round Rachelle left and Ryan stayed was when I guess they connected and formed something. Sofia ran to Zach about it and I guess there is actual proof of the chat going around. It makes sense now why Sofia was associated when Coven to everyone. I am actually really ticked off with Boog for doing this. Now if people can’t get rid of Sofia, Coven is the next best thing thanks to Boog.

Nick putting up Boog got a mixed reaction for me. Yeah she is an alley of mine but bitch you did it to yourself by going to Sofia. When the final nominees were Boog, Keith and Heaven, being a dreamer I was dreaming that Heaven would leave. But nooooooo for some reason people cannot fucking break deals or backstab THREATS! It became obvious Boog was the initial target since Sofia won the veto. Sofia didn’t even fucking save Boog and she is the reason why Boog got nominated. BTW Boog is not mad at Sofia for ratting her out. Seriously?? But a miracle happened! Matt made a move! Yup! Matt has proven to be worth something in this game. Enough was enough doing what Zach wants. I don’t know how she got through to Matt but whew that was a close one.

Before Keith got evicted, he actually confronted me about something I told Candice. I mentioned to Candice that my original comic strip idea was to call Keith out as a rat. Playing both sides and exposing him to everyone in the game. I only told Candice and maybe I told Boog can’t remember. But Candice and Keith talk a lot anyways. Well Keith comes to me asking what my original comic was. I actually had an Ash comic that I had originally so I sent him that to play it off. It is clear Candice threw me under the bus to Keith and potentially damaged my game. Things could have been worse but I don’t get Candice. When I asked her she denied telling him but I swear I only told Candice and maybe Boog if anything.

[Neda]

Alright so before the auction I have a little chat with Zach. He mentioned Boog being MVP and asking if I knew she was MVP the round he get nominated. Well this is news to me! Do you know how embarrassing it was to find out Boog was MVP from Zach?! Even Zach and Nick knew before Boogs closest alley knew. How fucked up is that? STRIKE MOTHER FUCKING 2 BOOG! First you go behind my back about Sofia and now you don’t tell me about MVP?! Are Candice and Boog trying to push me away? It is obvious Candice knew about Boog being MVP the whole time since she told me to not be paranoid of MVP. I knew going into this alliance with them I would be the third wheel but I would think they would be open with me in this game.

Boog wins HOH and I should be happy but I am not. She has been pissing me off lately and know I am wishing she never got Matt to keep her. Boog tells me her HOH plan is to get revenge on Nick. I get why because what Nick did was fucked up to nominate her after she saved him. But she has to realize this is such a rash decision. You’re really not going to go after Heaven and Ryan?! This is our fucking chance!! It is very frustrating seeing her pass this opportunity up. Immediately when she tells me she is nominating Nick and Heather I disagree. I can’t have Nick leaving over Zach, Heather, Heaven, Ryan and Sofia! Are you kidding me?! Not only will this be horrible for me but it will be for Boog. Nick is beatable!

I try talking to Candice and getting her on board that this is a bad idea but she shuts me down. I was foolish to think that I had any say in what this alliance should do. I mean they wouldn’t tell me Boog had MVP right. PUSHING ME WAY!!! So I decide to finally be open with Heather in this game. All this time me and her avoided talking game to each other and just been friendly. Boog wanted to keep her nominations hush hush. But I am fucking telling Heather! I am very open and candid with Heather in this conversation. I need people to notice some cracks forming in Coven. That way my ass is protected and Boog/Candice will get voted out over me.

During the competition I decided to go for a prize!! I want some power ya know. I want to lie and make people paranoid of what mystery prize I get. So I see Ryan gets the bad prize and I am excited! Yay I actually got something good! What happens? Fucking mistake! Typo! Whatever you call it happened. I got the shit prize! UGH! This would happen to me. I do have to say of everyone left in the game it happened to the perfect person. I actually love trolls and think they are cute so I love my picture. Majority of my time in this game I have trolled so it is very fitting.

Little late but I had a conversation with Heaven and it got tense might I say. I say “Hi” to Heaven and she doesn’t reply back! So I basically say “You better reply back before I shit in your mouth!” And I guess my House Meeting video already made her feel sick throughout the whole day. LMAO! So she was already annoyed with me and now this got her furious! She is legit mad at me for saying I will shit in her mouth. I am going to be nominated because I said I will shit in her mouth. Do you realize that?

Which reminds me to another reason Boogs HOH pisses me off. She made a deal with Heaven and Ryan to not get nominated by them. But Boog if Heaven and Ryan aren’t going to nominate you who do you think they will nominate? Oh right your closest allies Candice and Neda! What good is that for you?! It is like she wants me to be out next!

Sofia WON VETO! Sofia won a crapshoot veto! Sofia is unbeatable at this point. She will win her way to the end like always. Ridiculous! Final nominees are Nick and Heather. At this point I am keeping Nick no matter if he has the votes or not. I tell Nick he needs to be open and honest with Boog and Candice about his HOH round. It actually was able to sway and put the target on Heather. Getting rid of Heather is actually a smart move. She is a long term threat and will make it very far in this game. This is honestly one of the few chances to get rid of her. Plus the trio is already down to keep her so gun hoe. She ain’t going after them!!! I wanted Heather to get blindsided and not expect to get evicted. But Matt and Brian freaking ruined it! I didn’t want to deal with her campaigning either so I just lied to her. It was fun! I went on call with Zach and Nick while they were telling Brian to vote to keep Nick. Brian can Zach a hard time and it was so interesting to watch him be able to control Brian almost first handed. Brian was giving Zach a hard time questioning if evicting Heather was a right move for Brian. Really Brian?! This is the round you want to get ballsy?

I am terrified for next round! Heaven has an HOH advantage which she doesn’t even need. She will most likely nominate me and potentially target me. There is a chance I could get nominated with Brian. I am hoping with Brian giving Zach a hard time when it comes to voting he may look past my connection with Candice and Boog. Nick knows the cracks between me and them so hopefully he can get Zach to see I am not fully with them and my ass is saved. Oooo next round will be intense for me.

[Neda]

You know everyone is taking my house meeting as some joke but I was actually serious. Everything I said in my video (if you watched it) I meant. People in this game are full of shit! Ya know I thought I had to show everyone a visual of what that really means so you're very welcome! It is also satisfying to know people felt sick after watching my video including the house callers. .

THANKS FOR KEEPING ME FED!

[Neda]

So I have another medical emergency. First my finger then the fire. I swear I cannot make this stuff up. I cannot see from my right eye and it burns. I found this in my eye.

[Neda]

www.geteyesmart.org/eyesmart/ask/questions/brown-spots-on-eye.cfm

Am I going blind???

[Neda]

Me at Colby snaps last night

[pyramidhead]

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[Colby]

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