like bees to the honey! /// candice confesses

[candice]

the first person has not even been evicted from this game yet like.... wtf

[candice]

accurate description of my feelings about this round

[kevin]

The img isnt showing for me, but just wanted to say ILY <3 Best of luck in the game!

[candice]

ok so i did two videos, the first is just a quick recap of the end of last round, the second is mostly today. oh and i forgot to mention in it that myself, nick, and zach split the challenge prep three ways, altho lol didn't even end up getting to any of what zach prepped

[candice]

i feel ~safe~ with drew as HoH so i think i should be golden this round. i can't say i know what will happen BUT as long as nick, shilpa, and brittany are also safe here, i'm happy. boog is safe in christine's house, i hope heather and nicole are fine there too (fuck keith tbh). zach... well lol i'm glad he's hoh but he's gonna have a really shitty decision on his hands right here let me tell you, everyone in his house besides maybe sofia and ika are solid options for allies. i just want neda and memphis to stick for sure. i wouldn't be horribly mad if chris were a target at this point because he just facebook messaged me that boog suggested the three of us with drew and christine as an alliance, and i'm really not about something that feels tailormade for chris to be sitting at the end. like, i just voted someone out so i wouldn't be a fourth, i'm not gonna merrily roll along to fifth as a thank you gift.

[candice]

honestly i'm tempted to rat out the me/boog/chris/drew/christine alliance to zach the second it gets made to get chris up and out and i could probably do it undetected

[candice]

WTF PATRICK PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER. you can't just ruin every alliance handed to you just because you can??/?/?//? it'll get dismantled on it's own given who's in it, give it a couple weeks for fuck's sake, zach might even nominate chris of his own volition

[candice]

hartattackbb (8:05:05 PM): damn, I'm so glad we buried the hatchet and all that

did we though? did we really

[Shir]

LMAO

[candice]

woop woop zach put up chris without any interference. i need to sit my ass down, calm my ass down, take a chill pill, take a cold shower, etc THIS IS A MARATHON NOT A SPRINT, SELF. i just need to keep taking it week by week because when the house twist ends and we're all one unhappy family the game changes considerably. i can't get picky about what happens in other houses because no matter what when the second half of the game rolls along i will have options and i will use those options to navigate shit.

what i can be picky about is that nick is nominated and i do not want him to leave BUT ryan is also nominated and i very do want him to leave so i'm just praying anybody besides him wins HoH pls pls PLS. i think we have the votes to oust ryan. me, shilpa, brittany for sure is three, only need one more, and nick said hayley promised him her vote done cash that check it's cleared hallelujah tysm.

[candice]

tries not to think about final 2 options

thinks about final 2 options anyway

i just feel like with the game i'm playing and intending to play then memphis would be a good person for me to sit next to okay. i can't sell that i came in not wanting to rely on past connections, then sit next to someone i have past connections with

i haven't talked about it too much because it hasn't been directly relevant to what i've been doing but i feel a really strong bond with memphis. we talk regularly despite having no game reason to do so

[candice]

well this sucks

[candice]

it doesn't help that fucking drew hasn't even been around today djskhagjasdgz how can i make sure i don't go up as renom with him busy

[candice]

if i do go up, i think i stay, but i'd rather not lose nick regardless

[candice]

who i want as drew's renom from most to least

brian
hayley
mike
shilpa
brittany
myself obviously

nick vs brittany would be genuinely hard for me because both are people i want around later in the game. shilpa i would like to have around longer but it would be better for me to have nick over her and i think i could pull the votes. brian i can pull the votes easily enough i think? hayley or mike i think i could pull shilpa, brittany, brian, altho idk with mike since idk how brittany and brian feel about mike lol. brian might not be receptive there since it would mean taking out sofia's biggest target and sofia pretty reputably hATES brian