lol just when i start feeling close with rachelle and we're talking about who she should put up she drops that she's thinking of putting me up. which like, i get it, i'm the only person she can pick from who's won a botb before, i'm pretty solidly capable in challenges. and she knows that mike/matt will probably lose botb regardless. so this isn't targetting me or anything it's because of the weird position she's in. but wtf can't she put up shilpa who is more consistently beastly or boog who already thinks she's going up??? idk. i'm telling rachelle i trust her and it doesn't change how i feel about her but she definitely held up a big STOP sign to the part of me that was gearing up to put more trust in her. w/e neda and i can kill this challenge, ain't no thang, it's basically going to be us vs mike lmao
how have i not talked about how obsessed i am with neda yet? because i'm pretty much in love with her. #caneda here 2 slay ur favez and snatch ur weavez
could totally see myself in the final 2 with neda tbh